pessmistic ; swit melancholy

2008-12-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

I NEED HELP!

I am looking for these Ralph Lauren tote bags. IS ANYONE SELLING?
I only want authentic ones. Please let me know if you have! Thank you!

2008-12-14T22:52:00.005+08:00

Pulau Ubin Trip

Yesterday morning went Pulau Ubin with bf & his family.

Before going to the jetty, had breakfast at Changi village market.

From there we head to Pulau Ubin..

Very nice seaside uh.

Bf & i ride all the way to some village to get drinks & see wild pig (shan zhu)

Get cold drinks from here!

Just the both of us ride to get drinks & passby this little water lily pond.

Under the hot sun, he's unwillingly to take photos with me. Lol.

After so many hours of riding, my butt, legs & back hurts like hell.

Well done.

2008-12-09T12:33:00.002+08:00

I've been trying to change for the better, why is this still happening.
What's wrong, i know im not as smart as them nor i have the look.
But why. Even how serious you are, but why is this still happening.

I really feel that nobody's true. Thats when i've no trust in anyone.
I only trust myself, i dare not trust others.
I'm afraid that if i would to trust that person that much, one day if he would to betray my trust i would never trust anyone again.

Even minors mistake that people lied, from the day i'll never trust the person again.
It's so hard for me to trust someone. Too hard for me that people break promises.

I finally stands up, becos of you. Now, i dont want to falls again.

2008-12-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

笨得可以

聽你開心說著
你的事情我有一種莫名
心跳反應夜深人靜時候
突然想到你沒有原因
沒有邏輯誰能說明總以為
我們是地球的南北兩極直到分開旅行
我才明白有好多的話想說給你聽是我笨得可以

我們早就相遇我說服我自己
這一切只是友情是你讓我相信
兩顆心沒有距離我才發現
原來我愛著你總是愛捉弄我
尋我開心從來沒有想過
會喜歡你也許愛情就是
沒什麼道理緣份來臨措手不及
誰看得清總以為
我們是地球的南北兩極直到分開旅行
我才明白有好多的話想說給你聽是我笨得可以

我們早就相遇我說服我自己
這一切只是友情是你讓我相信
兩顆心沒有距離我才發現
原來我愛著你是我笨得可以

沒看穿你的心還以為這只是
愛情無聊的惡作劇是我笨得可以
我終於面對自己勇敢證明
我是真的愛你我是真的愛你

2008-12-04T12:40:00.005+08:00

Finally i've the time to blog again! I've lots of photos to present.
Lilian's birthday surprise celebration. Last Saturday was lilian's birthday, Chek wee & I actually planned to give her a surprise. At first i say i'll meet her @ Vivo. In the end i turn up @ chek wee's house. She was surprise to see me with her birthday cake & present.

Chek wee was the chef of the day. He cooked dinner for us specially for lilian's birthday.
& i bought awfully chocolate cake for her.

Very nice uh. Simple & nice. She likes it.

Hope she did enjoy her 18th Birthday that chek wee & I planned to celebrate for her.

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Today finally is my off day, like dont know how i haven't had a good rest.
Everyday high blood pressure by customers. My blood will shoot up to very high.
& anytime will burst. Last Sunday was worst that customers were really testing my patience.

2008-11-25T12:00:00.003+08:00

I've new hairstyle which i dont like. Last week i went to rebond with mian & her sis.
& i told the hair dresser i want to cut my hair slightly shorter, cos my hair too long. Ended up i guess, we've some communication break down or she dont understand what im trying to say.

My hair become so.. SHORT!

I was so bloody sad that my hair became so short, i miss my long hair. I've never cut so short before. Arse that auntie. The rebonding is good. Cheap somemore. I only pay for $108 for Shiseido rebonding with treatment & do put some cry on highlight to prevent frizzy hair.

Another sad thing is, this whole week i need to work till midnight 12 am.

Is this position all the way till 12 am. Sad man.

2008-11-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

Sigh, i just get to know my friend passed away few weeks ago.
Im always the last to know this. I just bumped to her few months back at ps. When she saw she even hugged me before she leave the place. Sigh. I feel really sorry for her.

RIP precious, beth.

2008-11-13T18:46:00.005+08:00

Gosh, that London slimming treatment sucks totally! I seriously dont like it. I pay to torture myself. People who go for treatments might be satisfy with the out come. But for me i seriously dont. I paid for $65 for the first trail treatment as im under the underweight catergory.

For overweight ladies you can go & try out their treatment for the first-timer as a free trail.

But for my case, i paid to torture myself for the 30mins treatment which is really sucks.
I was being scrap with the lavander hell water retention thingy very hard on my whole body. It was seriously very painful. After that i was being wrapped up with the hot blanket, it was really BURNING. I almost cant breath. It was too hot.

& thats it. I only get to lose about 600grams only. I dont know how the hell someone them can lose so much weight just for a few session? Even ting's friend only lose abt 1-2kg in 10 sessions.
I rather go & exercise which i dont have to pay, i also can lose weight. Just that im too lazy to do so.

After the treatment at night i went to mian's house for supper, already gain back the weight that i previously lose. No point, i dont encourage poeple going for slimming treatment & i'll never go back again.

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This photo was being taken by yana while i chewing the choco she gave me during our training.

Ever since i started working full-time after i grad, i've been changing jobs. I've worked as sales promoter as part time during my ITE. After that was Marketing Executive, Admin Assist, Secretary & now Customer Care Office @ SingTel.

Finally after all these while i find that i really like my current job. Although i'll be facing nasty customers almost everyday, being scolded even is not my fault. Make pissed off & everything. But i still like my job.

I dont like to work just for the sake of working. It will just make feel that going to work just for the sake of money & very meaningless. I like my sales promoter job also, which is the longest one almost a year i worked as. I get to meet different people & my purpose of working is to sell my product, let people know we have sucha product that can help their kids. Whenever i sell the product with my own ability which is not easy i'll feel the satisfaction is there.

Just like my current job, i help customer to solve their problems, answer their enquries. After you everything when they say just a "thank you" i'll feel contented. I've help the customer , resolved his problem. & thats my job, im satisfy with what i've done.

Yes, im always facing nasty customers who scolded me when is not my fault, i tend to get angry or i'll put mute & !@#$%^(* then i unmute & change back to my friendly tone to resolve their problems, satisfy their needs & it will satisfy me, i did my job.

I dont like admin jobs, everyday i go to work is look at the computer type, file, type, file. Everyday doing the same thing like so meaningless. Lol.

2008-11-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

Yes! Tml is the day im looking forward to. I'm going London Weight Management for slimming treatment. Previously i fixed appt with them, but end up i didnt turn up. Due to im still not 18 & need parent's approval.

So this time i already more than 18 years old, i can make decisions myself. Yes, you may think im crazy so skinny still go for slimming? Although im under weight, but still figure is not right. Need to shape up. So after the treatment nobody shall call me fat anymore!

Work work work, everyday work. So tired of it. But im used to working life. I guess after my course ends. I shall stop for a year then i continue with my diploma full time. Study & work really cannot cope. Will go unbalance.

Anyway im really looking forward to tml! Morning work half day, afternoon go for treatment then go for shopping myself, at night go mian's hse for steamboat session. I believe we still got lots of things to gossip about. Lol.

Changed my hp to LG viewty Pink! Why i change that hp is becos is PINK..

2008-10-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

Happy 6th months. =D

It's finally half a year, been thru really a lot. It's all bf's patience in me.
Loves.

2008-10-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

Aww, i'm so tired. Everyday at work being scolded by customers. Lol
At first Singtel only hire us for price increase in fixed line.
But recently we dont really have customers calling in to complain or ask much about the price increase. I guess singaporean are numb already?
Even my parents have no reaction to the new price increase.

So.. Singtel actually wanted to release us early 2months before our contract ends.
But they also offer us to go to Mobile billing, work rotating shifts.
At first only a few of us wanted to go, in the end i dont know why so many ppl want go also.
But only 7 of us out of 11 were being selected & extend our contract.
So i went to sign my contract again, which is a new 6months contract. Aw, it's better!

As for the rotating shifts sometimes have to work till 12am . Shag.
What to do? Becos of $.$

But i've to say good bye to some of my dear colleagues that we've went thru training & everything together. Sucha a short period have to being tranferred over to Mobile.
Sad, will miss them. (:

2008-10-05T11:09:00.002+08:00

I saw one new comment tagging on my blog. "omg you're so cheap & disgusting."
Thanks passerby for your comment. Indeed i look real disgusting in my previous post for my birthday celebration.

One word for you, W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R.
I seriously dont understand why people like to go & comment others on whether they are ugly, fat, pretty, slim or whatever.
Even people who are as pretty as dawn yang, she was being say by you, all these eat-already-nothing-better-to-do-people.

Five words for you, I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
Yes, i know my tagboard & blog is open for people to tag & read. If you dont like me you can dont come to my blog & read. You can jolly well, f-u-c-k off from my blog. :D

Anyway, i'm here to blog. (:

Yesterday went JB(Malaysia) with bf & his friend, Xiong.
We went city square & terbo city for shopping. Nothing much caught my eye.

The most enjoyable was dinner, we had seafood for dinner.
The price is damn bloody cheap. & the food is nice.

For girls, If you want to get Mango's clothes, Malaysia is selling cheaper than SG. (:

2008-09-25T19:08:00.003+08:00

I know i hasnt been blogging for a quite some time. But seriously too lazy, busy & tired.
Btw did i mention that i'm no longer working for AIA insurance co.?
It been almost a month. &&& i'm currently working for SingTel customer care.

Yes, its just like you always call those hotline. & always get scolded by customers. lol
Thats what i always do. =x But pay wise is really good. Much more better than the previous admin jobs i worked before. Currently i'm still undergoing training.

Today finally i get to hands on using the system to check on customer's needs.
But still havent get to speak to any customer yet. I'll be very nervous.
Must have effective listening, react & think fast.
Some customers just say once, they wont repeat again for you.

Okay, i've uploaded all the photos for my birthday celebration & bf's birthday party as well.

2008-09-20T10:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2008-09-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hoho! Yesterday was bf's 21st birthday.
I brought him to Terra Cafe for dinner @ Vivo city.
Before that, i called to make a reservation. & check with them if they have birthday cake.
But they dont, & i didnt dare to get a birthday cake for him,
he still have half a kg of the birthday cake at home. Lol.

So i asked for tiramisu with a candle on it. & they say ok, complimentry for me! LOL
HAHA, & bf dont know i'm giving him a lil surprise..

TADAH.. i dont know they decorate nice nice for me.

They serve the ice cream first, then the tiramisu. & He went blur why there's candle on it.
HAHA, he thought it was just a dinner only. Finally i'm able to surprised him successfully.

Birthday boy look a bit weird. But he insist is okay. Lol

Actually i reserved a table at Breeks, because he dont like the food there i've to cancel it.

2008-08-31T12:33:00.005+08:00

Rain rain rain go away, come again another day.
It's been raining almost everyday. Arghs? lol.

Anyway i've a lot of photos uploaded! Friday i just got my AIA pass!
It's like finally, once awhile i'll go to their dept to chase for it.
Just like the security always ask for my pass. Tomorrow i'll show you mine!

I cut my fringe like.. bird hair pls. =.= I really regret cutting my fringe.
Everyone say it doesnt suit me. But i rmb i cut it once, 2 years ago.

Weird pls?

Yesterday bf celebrate his birthday in advance at home.

Two sisters of his. Qiqi & Xunxun

Bf & i, couple tee? Lol.

Last Friday after school, i went to Vivo city to met up with 4A class gathering.

I'll upload bf's birthday celebration photos soon.

2008-08-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th month to my dearest boyfriend.

2008-08-24T12:25:00.002+08:00

It's been a week working at AIA Alex. So far so good.
But, the security guards are irritating! Every morning when step in to the building they will surely ask me for AIA pass card. I HAVENT GOT MINE YET!
So i've to register myself as visitor. =.= Do i look like a visitor to you every morning?

Damn irritating. But i'm getting it on Monday! :D

Being a secretary aint easy, i've to go for meetings with my boss.
Tidy up his room, do things for him. Even read emails for him.

But one good thing is, in the agency, he comes first i come second & the agents come last.
So the agents cant bully me or ask me to do things for them.
Anything ask my boss. lol. Thats what my boss teach me.

& this is the thing he placed on my table. & his is "Becos Im the boss, thats why"

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Yesterday went town with bf. Got him a wallet from Braun Buffel for his bday.

P/s, i dont buy non-authentic items.

& he can say byebye to his old pierre cardin wallet.

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I want flowers for birthday! If you're celebrating my bday with me. Bring flowers! LOL.
Every year, i'll having a bouquet for birthday. So this year 18th, must have a bigger one.

Please dont get me bears/soft toy. I've a lot at home. lol~

2008-08-17T22:27:00.003+08:00

I want Anges B. wallet!

Although it may look quite simple, but to me it's nice.

But all those pictures below are non-authentic.

I found it from one of the shopping blog.

I like the pink one please. I want authentic!

If anyone would to know where i can the same as the ones i want below, let me know pls!

But it must be authentic. I'm kinda lazy to go to shop to shop of Anges B. to check.

But i know i want the wallet/purse for birthday! :D

Anyway, to 4A'o6 people. Me, Meihong & Mian is celebrating our birthday together on 14th Sept. Please contact anyone of us that you're going for the celebration with us!

&&& 20th Sept, i'm throwing a small party at home for my 18th birthday.

Anyone who is coming sms or gimmie a call. Thanks!

2008-08-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

Authentic Polo Ralph Lauren Polo tees spree is here!

Interested buyers can check it out @ http://sandies-spree.blogspot.com

There are more colors and sizes available. Grab it fast!

2008-08-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

I fell sick last night, i couldn't concerntrate on studying for exam.
So i decided not to go for exam today. I go i'll fail, i dont go also will fail.
So no point, better not waste my trip. So i went to visit the clinic.
I took MC, and shall submit my MC soon and wait to retake my paper. :D

Tomorrow must prepare for Communication Skills paper.
I've confidence that i can pass the paper on Friday.
Starting work on Friday also, straight after exam.

Although workplace is quite far for me, but it's very near to my school.

Oh yeah, i want to complain. Kns. Monday i took the Marketing paper.
Please allow me to slap that Mr K. Kum Lan lecturer.
He gave us all the exams tips on the last lesson.
Because he's trying to be "kind hearted" dont want us to study unnecessary chapters.

All thanks to him, i studied all the exam tips that he gaves us till 5am in the morning.
Ended up, i'm able to finish the multiple choice qns. But not section B!

Even Fongyee, she's actually a hardworking student.
She sms me, she say she cant even answer any qns of section B! Section B 60marks you know.
He's lucky. I'm not going to see him again, if not i'll scold him like !@#$%^&*( ..

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Candid shot by ting. Last week was at Mian's place having steamboat.

Bf went to his friend's birthday party. So i met up with the girls in the evening.
After the dinner, we get to catch up with each other, gossips & craps.
Reached home at around 1am? Chatted with bf, 2plus he came to fetch me.
Accompany him to send his friend back home. It's very late already.
If not he drives alone. After that went to Yishun damp? Very cooling.

I like to go out with him at night when he could drive.
Not much cars are on the road. Good.

2008-08-11T03:36:00.004+08:00

Good lucks to me man. It's 3.35am now.
I'm still studying for tomorrow's paper.
But nothing get into my mind. =.=
Here go in, there come out. Jialiat.
I'm kinda tired. Need to have some rest thats why im bloggin here. lol

Okay. I'm telling myself, do my best and thats it.
Able to pass the Marketing paper that will be good for me. If fail, shall remodule then.
As long as i did my best that will be good enough.
I can't blame anyone, but myself. If i take the course seriously in the first place, things wont turn out this way. I should take full-time course instead.

MAY GOD BLESS ME.

Luckily tomorrow's paper starts at 10am.
I'm still able to catch some sleep later i guess.

Study Study Study.
Sleep Sleep Sleep.

.. I'm going back to study.

To be continue..

2008-08-04T21:12:00.006+08:00

Cherish your loved ones.

Yeah, i'm back to blogging! I know i hasnt been blogging for 1month?
I was too too lazy & busy with work. But now, im free again. I fired my boss. LOL.
Alright, craps.

I just resigned from my job at NCC.
This morning just went for an interview at AIA (Insurance Co.)
Which was Meiying my ex-colleague intro it to me.
I'm still considering when to start work?
Dont really wanna go for agency anymore.

At first my agent told me that Sengkang Polyclinic wants me to start work on Sat.
So, i've to tell my supervisor that today is my last day, which was last Friday.

Fine, after i told my supervisor that. My agent sent me a sms, "pls dont ask them to release you! Sk poly cant hire you because you need to take 3days leave."

Hello, i'm having exams next week. 3papers 3 different days.
Obviously i need to take leave what. She asked whether if i can postpone!?
I ask you, can examination be postpone!?

She asked me to apologise to my supervisor & (take back my words).
Sorry, i cant do it. Whatever is done is done. I wont take my words back.

Okay. Whatever.

Boyfriend. He might want to kill me if he see his photos here. =x

He look real young in the pic, but he aint young anymore. Old bird. LOL.

My love life is still okay.
Although we do have arguements & quarrels.
But sometimes, i just didnt really know how to control my temper.
Always anyhow throw tantrums, but he know i still loves him.

He'll always try to gimmie the things that i wants.

It's been 3months & still counting .. (:

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lalala, it's me! Miss me?

Lol, he look weird in both pic? =x He might kill me also.

Couple phone? Just as nice as my hp is spoil, i'll use that spare phone.

One last thing,

R.I.P - Jerlyn Loo Yeewen.

After knowing what had happened, i feel very sorry for her.

The first and the last time i get to see her was 2 -3years back.

She's pretty and sweet. What a pity. That arse should be the one who be taken away.

2008-07-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

I hate myself for being not understanding.
I hate myself for being selfish.
I hate myself for not managing my time well.
I hate myself for hating myself.
I hate myself for having sucha horrible temper.
I hate myself for not knowing how to control my own anger.
I hate myself for making the same old mistakes again & again.
I hate myself for being so stubborn.
I hate myself for always being so pessmistic.
I hate myself for always thinking too much.

I hate myself.

2008-06-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd month! =D

loves.

2008-06-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

Well, i guess my parents & friends thought that im coping very well with my studies & work. They thought i can balance everything. I'm not wonder woman.

Honestly its really very tiring for you to work in the day & study at night.
I always fell asleep in the middle of the lesson.
Today is worst, I slept thru out the whole lesson. I thought im the only one who is like that.
I turn around & see, many of them fell asleep too. Lecture theatre too comfortable. Lol

Even though im not working very hard in the day.
But i still do feel very sleepy at night.

I do have homework, project & presentations.
But everyday when im home, im too tired to even do my homework.

Stress, you know?

One day i'll mentally break down.

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I'm bored, real bored. So lonely.

Bf is still working i guess. Weekends he'll be working also.
Im still wondering how should i spend this weekend alone.
Obviously being Ms Independent again.

Now i understand & know how's the feeling of being neglected.

I used to neglect my loved ones because of money; work.
The feeling scuks. It really sucks. You cant even be angry nor upset.
Obviously you wont be happy too. Crazy.

So now, i understand. Although money is impt. But loved ones are more impt.
Qian mei you le hai ke yi zai zuan. Ren mei you le, jiu zai ye zhao bu hui lai.

Im really too tired to continue. Sigh.

Gooood nights!

2008-06-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

I finally able to calm myself down, & now my bro come back to spoil it.
I was fcuking unhappy in the first place before im reach my door step.
& Very well done, everyone was out. I've no keys to enter. FINE.

Sorry, im different many other girls.
When im pissed off, you better back off. Or let me whin all i want.
I know i can whin for very long, but just let me do it.
I cant pretend that things had never happened before.

Oh yes, i did something funny just now just to vent my anger.
I like to do that a lot whenever im angry.

It is.. Go into the lift to yell, scream, shout out loud.
Of course when no one is inside.
I'll feel very much better after that. Thats how i vent my anger.
I dont like to hurt myself by punching the walls and things like that. =.=

Im going to be deity soon. My gums hurts.
I dont feel like eating, but im hungry. :(

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Your PMS Disaster Level: EXTREME!

You're PMS is horrific and totally freaky.
You should be locked away once a month... with a ton of chocolate cake!

Are You a PMS Disaster?

You Are An ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller

You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.
You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings.
Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.
Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy.

In love, you are loyal and honest. If you commit yourself to someone, then you're fully committed.
For you, love is something that happens naturally. And you don't need romantic gestures to feel loved.

At work, you remember details well and are happy to take on any responsibility.
You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.

How you see yourself: Decisive, stable, and dependable

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, conservative, and egotistical

What's" Your Personality Type?

2008-05-30T23:53:00.004+08:00

Think Success Think MDIS

I'm back from school. Bf cooked me dinner again. xD
Envy me, i always got dinner after class. LOL.

Okay la. My main purpose of blogging now is for some people who are interested in taking any course in MDIS. (:

As what i said in my previous post, not anybody can study in MDIS.
I cant even take my diploma straight away in MDIS with just a Nitec Cert.
So currently im taking Professional Certificate in Business Management.
In order for me to take diploma i must complete the course.
The duration of the course is 6.5months but it will last 1 year.
I dont know why, dont ask me why. Cause it is showed on my timeable.

Okay. I choose to take up part time so that i could work in the day.
You can also choose to take full time, it will bundle up with your diploma.
As in you'll take 3months to study Prof Cert & another 10months for your Dip.

Professional Certificate cost me about $1.7k
Diploma will cost $4k ++

Both Prof Cert + Dip it will cost $5k ++

Diploma will require..
- FULL GCE O level (pass all subjects)
- Higher Nitec
- Professional Certficate from MDIS

See, thats why i took up Prof Cert first. It is just like higher nitec.

By the way, MDIS came in 2nd among all the private schools in Sg.
1st is none other than SIM of course.
But but but, SIM has higher requirements.

For more info, --> http://mdis.edu.sg/ (:

2008-05-28T22:34:00.004+08:00

SEE SEE SEE! SAW!? Thats my lovely campus! :D
Although its a private school, but is the only one that as their own campus in Sg okay!

I know some of you are interested to know how was my first day of school.

After work i quickly rush to take train to Queenstown.
When i drop at Queenstown i dont know how to walk to school. LOL!
I only went there once, & it was my dad who drove me there.

So i try to walk myself there, & i think im losing my way. I asked an uncle for direction.
He walked me there. Very nice uncle. :D

I quickly rush into the lecture theatre for lesson.
I feel like slapping my lecturer, he speak very fast & go thru the lesson very fast.
At the end of the lesson, a few of my classmates went to him & feedback to him, he's too fast.
Lol, indeed he's really too fast.

As usual, im always sooo anti-social i didnt talk to anyone.
I'm always on my own. Laughs!

After school went home. & bf cooked me dinner. :DDD

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Hmmm, something i guess everyone cant believe that MDIS can be as strict as Bishan ITE?
Gosh, when i read the student handbook, the rules & relgulations are horrible.
No pink, green, purple, gold....... coloured hair. Hello, my hair highlighted gold. =.=
No slippers/scandals. Skirt must not be shorter than 2cm from knee cap. =.=
Heels cannot be more than 2 inches. A bit too kuang zhang?
Ear stud maximum only 2 on both ears. Dots. More rules & regulations.
These are just some of it that i can remember.

Although all these rules are kinda horrible.
But i still love my school lah.

&&& one more, worse!

Late for class, they will deduct your marks from 20-80%! o.O

Even Saturday i also have class till 5pm. Lesser time i've to accompany ah qi.
But i'll still try to balance my career, studies & r/s.
I wont neglect my bf, cause im able to meet him almost everyday.
We stay too near to each other! LOLs.

Okay, one thing i'll get very ji dong whenever people say anything bad about MDIS.
Or anybody say any other private school that is good. I'LL BE VERY JI DONG!

NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ARE FROM OTHER PRIVATE SCHOOL.

Cause.. MDIS give good education! MDIS is well recognise! It has their own Unicampus!
I'm proud to be in MDIS! & dont think anybody can get into MDIS!
MDIS has their own many different requirement for each course!
Not any alibaba people can study in MDIS lor. =.=
PLEASE DONT BE NAIVE OKAY!

Sorry, i know i abit too ji dong. (:

-

I cut my fringe le!

This is the necklace that bf gave me on our 1st month.

Angel~ That will always be with me. :D

2008-05-22T22:25:00.004+08:00

I had a "wonderful" morning. All thanks to a crazy patient.

I lazy to type. Lol. Anyway it's really crazy.

1st month with ah qi is coming, LOL. I mean bf. :D

Soon soon soon, just as the same day as start of school.

Aww. Wont be able to meet ah qi that day i guess. Sad.

But i guess he had planned how to celebrate our 1st month?

Heh, im very serious this time. Lol.

Sorry lor, which time im not serious? LOL.

But still, i hope he'll be the one who will celebrate my birthday with me. (:

loves.

2008-05-21T22:32:00.003+08:00

My apology for lack of posts. I was too lazy & busy lately.
I got the job at NCC, NCC stands for National Cancer Centre.
As well as also under SingHealth.
I'm still proud of it. Although i dont serve the patients.
Just working as an Admin at the Business Office.
Everyday im seeing stacks of invoices, bills. Faints*

Mailing, filing, sorting of invoices.

Too much for me to do till i need to overtime to finish it.

Everyday i can hear funny funny things, like patient passed away already.
Patient not happy, then he dont wanna pay his bills. LOL can?
Or SCS is not doing their job, got scolded by my supervisor.
Okay, sorry. Not trying to be mean. But just that somehow it's funny.

-

I received my timetable for my course!
Wooots, i'm starting school next week. I'm excited please.
Holiday has been long enough for me. It's time for my brain to start working again.

I'll not and never want to close down my blog.
I dont blog for the sake of people to read.
I just blog for my own interests. This blog is just like my dairy.
When im bored, or i feel like it, i can read the old posts, what had happened in life.
As a reference for me to remember, and memories.

2008-05-08T13:24:00.003+08:00

Relax, cho ya!

I am hell boreddd. Jobless & schooless.
LOL, nvm. Yesterday interview @ Health Promotion Board was okay! :D
I am starting school soon! My damn ez-link card is expire.
Can i have my MDIS ez-link card soon? =.=

Corona & Heineken.
Chill-ed with lilian & chek wee last last week @ Breko Cafe? Yeah.
Was kinda drunk that night with dem, i drank quite alot.

I only like to chill @ cafes all these. I dont club at all.
I dont like to club. I dont like the place, very noisy & crowded.
If i wanna drink i'll rather go places like cafes or to the beach.

I may have those ah lian's look. But im seriously not one.
& i dont act like i'm one. I may be vulgar, doesnt mean i'm one.

NEVER jugde me by the book's cover. I am not those kinda bitches you guys might think.

I am bloody innocent & decent. I know i change boyfriends like clothings, but why not get the facts clear first? Before you jump into conclusion.

I know i am very realistic, thats my personality!
Thats who i am.

Only those people who knows me will know whom a person i am.
Why not come and be my friend first? Be friend with me & you'll know whom a person i am. I am friendly i dont bite. I know somehow i am quite anti-social. I dont like to socialize with people i do not know. Add me in msn then, sandyc.90@hotmail.com i am friendly. Try be my friend & you'll know i am not that kinda person!

There's nothing to do with anyone regarding this post!
Just perhaps for some people who do not know me.

WO WEN XIN WU KUI. (:

2008-05-05T16:12:00.003+08:00

I only blog when i've the mood to blog.
When i want to blog when i feel like blogging. LOL.

I'm aware of my blog is rotting. Really rotting.
So im here to save my blog! :D

I've been reading articles on Man. Yes, i mean GUYS.
Broken relationships leads me to read all those, trying to figure out what's on Men's mind?

The 3 Stupid Mistakes Women Make With Men Without EVER Realizing It.

Mistake #1: Leading A Man To Think You Are "Needy" And "Insecure"

Did you know that there are 6 ways you can set off a man's "Insecurity Alert" and make him think twice about pursuing a relationship with you?

Sadly, even confident women often "accidentally" give off one of these signs... and just one can kill the chance of a man asking you on a second date.

As you read through these signals men pick up on as "needy" and unattractive, ask yourself if YOU have ever been guilty of committing one of these deadly mistakes:

Talking or saying nasty things about your past boyfriends. Saying bad things about men you have been involved with actually reflects the negatively back on YOU. It makes a man worry you are carrying around "baggage" that HE will have to deal with should he become involved with you.

Speaking negatively about other women. When women call other women names like "slut", "bitch", and "crazy", it is anything but impressive to a man you are attracted you. Women will often do this when they see a good looking, desirable woman, especially if they feel their man might be attracted to her. This just makes a man think you are trying to cover up your own insecurities, and looking for validation and attention. Not good.

Too much physical contact, especially in public.If you are constantly hanging on a man or touching him too much he'll start to see it as clingy behavior... but you'll never hear about this from him. It's far better to save your touches for short and infrequent moments that will surprise and enchant him.

The next 3 are far deadlier, but less obvious... and it's important that you learn what they are and how to avoid giving them off.

But before I show you how to do that, let's talk about mistake #2:

Mistake #2: Appealing To His "Sexual" Side Instead Of His Emotional Side
Many women make the mistake of thinking that men are primarily driven by sex alone... and think if they can attract a man SEXUALLY they will be able to attract him EMOTIONALLY as well.

Women too often give up sex to a man in the hopes that it will translate into a relationship and get them what they want. In reality, a man has the capacity to view a sexual connection and an emotional connection as two entirely different things, and it requires a special set of skills to mold these two things together in a man's mind... and keep them connected.

Men are out for far more than just sex... and a woman who knows how to fulfill a man EMOTIONALLY and SEXUALLY will be the woman who captures a man's heart... and gets that same fulfillment for HERSELF. In a moment, I'll show you how you can learn to do just that...

Mistake #3: Not Knowing How To Size Up A Man's "Relationship Potential"

A lot of women will decide whether or not they should put energy into building a relationship with a man based on ATTRACTION.

Yes, attraction is important. But it can also be DANGEROUS.
When we feel a strong sense of attraction for someone, it can cause us to override our logic and ignore our instincts... leading us to overlook potential partner's deadly faults that could spell trouble down the road.

If you've ever found yourself stuck in a relationship that is dragging you down, this is probably why.

It's important to be able to size a guy up and spot any "warning signs" of a future bad relationship FAST... so you don't waste any of your time or emotional energy on someone who isn't right for you.

I myself even made the 1st & 3rd stupid mistakes.
So girls out there learn from it. (:

2008-04-19T13:21:00.003+08:00

I'm dead, i'm numb, i cant feel anythiny anymore.
I need to move on, bu ke ne wei le yi ke shu er fang qi zheng ge sheng lin.
Aiya, dont know la. I'm so bored now. Sigh.

Nobody at the wake, except for my uncle.

I seriously love my friends, thanks for coming.
Esp ting, stayed with me till 4plus in the morning.

I'm gonna resign myself after everything is done.
Going to get myself an admin job.
Marketing & sales is really not suitable for me.
I dont even have the fundamental of marketing. =.=

Arghs, im starting school next month 26th. I wanna go SIM to pursue my degree. Still got a long way to go.

I'm okay now, people dont have to worry.
althought both of them had left me forever, life still goes on.
My grandpa is fortunate enough to live till 92 years.
I just dont bear to let him go. I'll be fine.
I'll be okay till the last day, i sure will break down again. (:

I'm still young, there are more guys outside. LOL.
Okay, crap. I know i always change bf like changing clothes.
Bo bian, im still young enough to fool around. LOL.

I'm bored. All i can do is online shopping now.
At the funeral i've nothing to do is only online shopping.
Using my lappy @ here.

Ciao!
But some people change bf like panties, worse than me. LOL =X

2008-04-18T11:00:00.002+08:00

he's gone. he's gone forever.
my beloved grandpa. may him rest in peace.

2008-04-16T01:35:00.008+08:00

Sigh, all i want is you to be back baby. ):
I really regret that i never tell you that i dont mind all those things about you and even the past. I seriously dont mind at all. I might make you feel insecure with me. Sigh. I really regret. When i wanted to cherish you, it's all too late. I really misses you.

I REALLY DONT MIND.

We might have many misunderstanding in our communication.
I know im always very impulsive that i didnt make things clear with you.
I never think of what i say. You might be having pressure. But i really dont mind.
Sigh, you might thought that i mind but i didnt say.
BUT I REALLY DONT MIND CAN.
For you i seriously dont mind.
But just that i didnt get a chance to let you know.

You know i dont like all these, but this time round i really DONT MIND.

Although it was just a very short period, i really miss those days. ):

I would rather be the one who is always worrying for you.
Bu jian yi mei tian wei ni ti xin tiao dan.

Loving someone doesnt need a reason. Thats why i couldnt find & tell you the reason.
If i can tell you the reason or i know the reason it shall not call love. It's not.

Ai yi ge ren shi mei you li you de, ru guo you de hua, na jiu bu jiao ai.

You seriously drive me crazy when you're gone. Sigh.

我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来.

I still havent tell you i really dont mind at all. ):

2008-04-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

My blog is rotting? LOL. I suppose.

My grandfather admitted in the hospital. So i volunteer to stay overnight @ Changi Hospital alone. Well done, im too independent to stay there alone can =.=
Baby wanted to come down to accompany me, but i dont want. Sigh.
I cant believe that i stayed overnight alone there. Lilian talked on the phone with from 11pm-4am. Laugh Out Loud! After that she cant take it already, i msg zw ask him if he he's asleep. We talked for an hour. Lilian called me back. LOL. She cant sleep.

Then 6plus baby scared me. Nevermind, not to be mentioned what happened.
Baby came over around 7am to look for me. xDD
I finally can meet him, if not i'll feel very bad about it that i couldnt meet him.
Just meet up awhile only, he didnt sleep last night also.
I missed him so much~

I only got back home around 4pm. =.=
I wore my make-up for more than 24hrs. & my contact lenses for 30hrs.
Wonderful. & Im done now, i still dont wanna sleep. Baby is going to chase me to bed.

I love WuSD! :D

Work tomorrow. Stress. 3 appointments next week. Dead.

2008-04-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

HEHEHE. I'm back.
I went for presentation yesterday. The damn weather bloody hot. I was late, so i wanted to take a cab. & i waited for 20mins finally theres one cab here! So i got in, & tell the driver i want to go Shangri la Walk. He say he dont know, he ask me where isnt. I say its around Amk. He ask me to guide him. KNS.

I dont know thats why i take choose to take a cab right. I told him that i am in a rush i waited for so long, no cab. He ask me to take another one. Knn, i was damn pissed. I scolded him before i get down, "Wtf, you dont know how to drive!? IDIOT!" & i get down and slam the door. LOL. Damn pissed can!?

Okay, the presentation was still okay. I need to come out with a proposal again. Nvm, i think i'll get my manager to do for me, he's our proposal machine. HAHA.

Tomorrow half day off! Woooots :D

2008-04-04T23:12:00.001+08:00

I love my blog song. Damn nice uh? lol.

Okay. Few days wasnt in good terms with my boss & manager.
My boss was pushing me too hard that i really stressed up.
I even broke down my house downstairs. =.=

So i treated him as transparent the following day.
So does he. We were having "cold war".

Anyway we are okay now.

& i've done a very silly thing.
I need to make cold calls to schools as they are my potential clients.
So i called one of the school, & i get to talk to the principal.
I requested a presentation with her, but her schedule is tight.
So she asked me this, " Are you working on Saturday?"
Obviously no. But told her no, but we still can meet up.
Nut case right me? I'm not working on weekend leh. =.=
Somemore you know where am i meeting her? Her HOUSE.

Seriously, i think im gone case.=.=

The appointment with her is tomorrow,
if tomorrow night or Sunday i didnt blog..
Shall see on newspaper, "missing person" LOL!
dot dot dot . . .

Hope she see will the potential and/or benefits in our product.
I want it to be successful one. Good luck to me! (:

I am hell bored now.
Currently using lappy! Dad suddenly bought me a lappy.
Lol, now i dont want my desktop already.
Currently got 2 computers & 1 lappy @ home.
Should get one more, then mum & dad no need share one computer.
LOL. Okay im lame. But i still loveees my dad.
He pay for my course fees and get me a new lappy as well.
Wooooots. =D

2008-04-01T11:04:00.002+08:00

I'm bored, i'm tired. ):

I've just slept for 2.5hrs for about two nights. lol
& i go to work as usual. I'm dead beat now.

Because i was on the phone with someone.
Shall not mention who isnt. lol.

I think im falling sick.
I'm really very tired now.

Boring, nothing much to do in the office.

Anyway, HAPPY APRIL FOOL.
LOL

2008-03-30T00:04:00.003+08:00

Hohoho! This morning i went to MDIS to register.

HAHA, im going to study my professional cert in Business managerment.

After 6.5months will be taking my diploma! HAHAHA.

Think Success Think MDIS. lol..

MDIS is the only private school that has it own University Campus here.

HAHA, i love MDIS.

Aftermath went to met up with lilian. Went to bugis again.

This time round, i went to ask for fortune.

I finally got the courage to peek into the book of fate uh.

Okay. Everything in my life will go smoothly.

The lady say, "The guy you love now, will be the one you marry."

Laughs, lets see okay.
lOL, hopefully uh okay.

Bugis is really boring, then we went to beach road,
to have our fav. hokkien mee. Is the best one!

After dinner went to Vivo City to slack.

Zilian kuangs..

2008-03-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

Tomatos

Sometimes it is not, im not patient enough to wait.
It is just that, i see no hope. I dont see any hope.
I am a human, i've feelings.

So what if i've become so independent now?
So what? So what if i know how to take care of myself now?

Will everything be the same again? NO.

As long as he's happy, i'll be happy.

-

Boring life.

My eyes are tired & very very dry.
My damn contact lenses is coming off anytime.
I am still lazy to take it out.

Oh yeah, i remember last night i went pray "tai sui".
& got to read some thingy on people who are born on the year of Horse.
& this last sentence says,
"Poeple who are born in 1990 must becareful when you're involve in a relationship."
lol, true.

Very messy right? My manager & i sit together.
& our table is always very messy, natural mess.

In three words, I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: it goes on.

2008-03-27T10:16:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

I finally know what's the reason.
But im not very sure if i've got the correct reason.
I would like to peek into the book of fate, to take the risk.

I'm stupid to take 1 year plus to realised my stupid mistake.
Now, i finally know my mistake & learnt it.

Now i know he actually gave me a hint,
"Perhaps when the day you know how to take care of yourself will be the day im back."

Stupid bitch, you took so long to realised.
I think im really stupid.

I shouldnt have rely on you that much,
dependenting on you too much, that causes all these.

I finally know when you shed the tears, it was painful inside.

I'm dumb to know it now.

Perhaps its all too late.

I doubt you're still waiting for me to learn my dumb mistake.

Maybe there are some othe reasons, i dont know

Someone tell me what should i do..

2008-03-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

I love my blog, my blog is a place where i can blog what i want.
When i've no one to talk to, my blog is the best place to be here.

I'm feeling so damn lousy now. :(
Suddenly felt so demoralised.
I miss you & the past so much.
I hope you read this.

I always believed every single you said to me.
& until now i still believe you know.

Dont tell me it's been so long, forget it.
Dont tell me you've forgotten all the promises you've made?
Although promises are meant to be broken,
but i know you very well, you're not someone will break your promises to me.

& for everyone's info, jinwei & i had already broken up.
& this post is never talking about him.

To be very honest with everyone, i've never love any of my ex bfs.
All were just "like very much" not love at all.

Except for somone, my love, my destiny, my soulmate.

I'm also a human, i've feelings too.
I also need people to care for me.
Is better to be loved.

&&& one thing, if im not realistic, i'm not Sandy Chew.
Is not because i broke up with them when they're not up to the standard.
Maybe is just that it wasnt love that let me forget being realistic.

Only someone i'll rather be happy with him, even he's nothing!

True love only comes once in a life time.
You'll only have one soulmate once in a life time.

Sometimes i wonders, am i the one who is being naive?
I'll feel lost when i choose to wait again.
Here i am, being so lost again.
Because, i can only wait with dont-know-whether-theres-still-hopes?

I dont know, i need to stop thinking!
I cant continue like this, i'll go crazy only!

I want to peek into the book of fate, but i dont have the courage.
What should i do now? Maybe if you would tell me truth/reason,
It will stop bothering me? I really want to know.

Sigh.

Sleep.

2008-03-25T20:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!

I guess nobody remembers/knows today is my blog's birthday.
Im lazy to type out the reason why i always remember the day i created this blog.
If you want to know just click on BYGONES, March 2006.
Ah, lazy to type. It was a very memorable day when i created this blog.
I've been blogging for more than 5years? I started blogging since when im 13.

But i kept creating & closing down of blog.
& then i created this blog on a very memorable day on 25th March 06.
Ah, 2006 entries were more interesting than now.

Anyway, i only have a few minutes to blog before my show is going to start.

Aiya, just happy birthday blog. (:

2008-03-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

I felt very empty just now when im out alone to meet Frosty.
I really felt very empty inside. A feeling that i've no life again.
As in im going to spend my whole Sunday outside alone.
Although its not the first time second time, it's many times already.
But today i felt so empty, kinda lost, dont know what to do.

& lilian called, she knows im going to be out alone again,
so she accompanied me for the day again.

I went to boon keng to meet up with Frosty first.
I finally got the book A leap of love, gosh. I love it!

We had "catching up" session @ boonkeng's Mac.
As i felt very empty, i was like no mood. So i was quiet.

Finally lilian came, then off we go PlazaSing to redeem a hp for my mum.
Yeah. Is some lucky draw by Prudential- insurance all these, blahs.

Aftermath, we had our dinner @ KFC. Very buay song dinner. LOL!
I lazy to type here, if you want to know why, go KFC & order ZingerMeal.
But must including that you're someone who eat ZingerMeal very often.

After dinner we walked around @ PS very aimlessly.
& dont know why we suddenly walked to town.
We were talking about the past, how sweet & memorable.

Somehow im quite lost again. Work tml, BORING!
Wednesday night networking session, CRAZY!

Hopefully a guy that me & manager liked very much will be hired.
As in, he's very keen to work with us. Which i see from his face.
I've been trying to help him very much to tell boss his goods.
& my manager can see his capability @ work too.
Hope our effort wont go down the drain.
Because he need to serve NS, if not i think boss will surely hire him.
But he wanna be freelancer, aiya, tml go work need to pursuade boss again.

HAHA, i think im being a good blogger blogging long entry again? lol.

P.S: I never photoshop my face. I dont know why my hp's cam turn out like this.

LOL. I remember my mum asked those- god-in-temple a lil about me ,
& it told my mum, i'll get marry at an early age. Never say why, tian ji bu ke xie low.

If only i've the courage to peek into the book of fate.

Baby, If you rmb you've made a very major promised to me,
you know i'll wait till that day to come.

I'll wait for some time to let fate to decide should i still wait.

2008-03-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

I realised my life in 2006 & 2007 are more interesting than now.
I read all the entries i've blogged from 2006 - 2008.
Hahs, my life now is not as happening as 2006. Dumb.
Anyway, i still live my life yeah.

Few more days to my blog's 2nd birthday! 25th March. LOL!

Might be i've stepped into the working society, thats why.
But i do really misses all my friends. Esp 4A'o6 & IOF'o7!
I misses yun, huina, ah sis, ah yin, cheryl, shawn, chek wee & siong!
I missed the days that i used to have with them, the laughters & joy!
Damn, i do really misses them lots. :(
But i always just dont have the time to meet up with them.

Okay, shall blog about how did i spent my day with lilian today.
Met up with her @ boonkeng, as usual im always late.
Went Marina Square to shop, & bought a pair of slippers from M)phosis=.=
Wanted to get myself a top from Mango, but the quality wasnt that good,
didnt buy. & same goes to lilian, she eyed a top from topshop. lol.

Aftermath, went to have our dinner @ The Cafe Cartel.
We had Grilled Chicken & Ice Cream Sundae.
Hahs, thats how we enjoy life. LaughOutLoud.

After dinner walked to Suntec to look for Shawn.
It's been a long long time the last i've got to see him.
Went to his workplace which is Topmen.
Disturb & get to talked to him awhile & went off to CareFour.

Lol, i bought a Honey Chicken home.

Anyway, i've a recommendation to everyone.
Sky of Love is really a very very nice movie please.
I dont know how to compare Sky of Love & The Leap Years.
The movie Sky of Love moved 11million people to tears.
Even myself i was moved to tears as well.

The guy left the girl without any reason..
Ah, go watch yourself then you'll know.
HAHA, i dont wanna be a spoiler.

I've looked for the book A leap of love which is based on The leap years.
But it is selling damn fast at every bookshops. =.=
I asked jimmy for it, but he dont have. He ask me to try Popular.
So i asked Frosty to check for me whether if his store still has it.
Omg, other store has it lo! I called SanBookShop to check, out of shock.
& it will only arrive in about a month lo, kns.

Yes, very nice of him, he went to SunPlaza to get it for me.
Which is the last book already! Gosh, i'm so heng can. LOL.
I called Kinokuniya to check the book Sky of Love,
the out come was, is either in Japanese or Chinese words.
Forget it, i still havent finish my Sidney Sheldon's book. lol.
Awww! Im meeting him to get my book tomorrow. LALALA'S.

Must watch the Sky of Love okay!? :D

Baby, i hope you still remember the promise we've made.

2008-03-18T12:18:00.002+08:00

I'm back from class chalet.
Shits happened last night. I cant really remember.
Why i cant remember? Cause, i was drunk last night! =.=
!@#$%^&*( I dont even know the hell i've done last nite please.

Okay. When i reached there i had bee hoon and chicken wings.
Zw peeled the prawn's shell for me. Lol. Nice.
After that went up to the room to watch tv, the others were playing poker.
Damn noise. LaughOutLoud! Especially weiyee. =x
Dont slap me if you see this. lol

After showering, ting, mh & i walked to WhiteSand 7-11 to buy drinks.
Thats what happened if you would to drink @ chalet & ended up drunk.

When we were back to the chalet, the guys came up with dont-know-what-stupid-game.
I didn't play with them, i was drinking my vodka & e 36.
Yeah, when i've got a little tipsy, i kept disturbing them.
The guys find me very irritating, i kept repeating "dont bully them!"
Laughs. When i'm starting to be a bit high, i'm like this. =.=

Until they couldnt stand me, all went down for bbq @ 3am+ ?
Yes, thats when im really drunk. I cant even walk properly.
& i spout nonsense. Wonderful, i dont know what the hell i said.
Ting left me with donald to talk to me. I was drunk, so..
I said out all my xin li hua that have kept me for years.
I remember we've a long chat, & got scolded as well for my stubborness.
I remember i cried while i was talking to him.
I even called lilian & told her everything that kept me for years.

I REMEMBER THIS VERY CLEARLY.. I SLEPT @ THE BALCONY!
ALONE. EVERYONE WERE SLEEPING IN THE ROOM.
I know i was dead drunk, couldnt really walk or move so i left myself there.

When the sunrise thats when im able to get into bed.
Which was mh get up from the bed.

Book out & home! :D

2008-03-17T11:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday met up with bf @ Suntec for movie.
Caught the Leap Years. Aww, a very touching love story.

Li-ann can only meet her man every 4years, which is the leap years.

The song is very nice too. Gosh, i tear while watching.
I'm waiting for the VCD/DVD to be out.

Worth watching, although it is a local movie.
But my rating for it is 5/5* :D

Okay, after movie we went to food fair.
Nothing much.

Had our dinner @ Sakae Sushi.

Nothing much to blog as well, going for chalet tonight. Wont be home tonight. :D

Going for meeting later with Anderson Pri. Hope it will be a successful one.
Wish me good luck!

Shall blog when im home about the class chalet with 4A' 2oo6.

2008-03-14T16:47:00.002+08:00

I want to complain! !@#$%^&*

My manager is on leave today, so i've to take over his task.
Today there are 7 candidates here for interview.
They are all poly grads. I was the one who ask them to come down for interview.
& i guess they thought im the one who is going to interview them.
Cause i did a little introduction of my company and products.

Hello..!? I may look very young. Yes, i am.
18 years old cannot become Marketing Executive isnt?!
Yeah, i know abit not possible la. Also no need to look at me like im some kind of alien.
Yeah la, im younger than all of you. & i even wore shorts & shirt today to meet them. =.=
I know abit not presentable la, as if im going for shopping not working. =.=
TODAY IS FRIDAY WHAT. Casual what for today. knssss.

Shen jing bing, da qing xiao guai.

2008-03-07T10:28:00.004+08:00

I know my blog is dead, bloody dead. Sigh.
By the way, money jie is back! LOL.
Thats the nickname jiale used to call me.

I'm going to work as a telemarketer as part time.
&&& i've not resign okay. I'm still a Marketing executive.
Yeah, Ms Workaholic is back. =.=
I love to work so much eh? I have lao lu ming isnt?

I might be changing my job, dont really like my current job.
Maybe admin work will be more suitable for me.

Having moodswing now.. =.=
Pay day is the happiest day! LOL.

Life is boring.. damn boring..

S-U-C-K-S.

I want eat sushi..Nono.
I want go for Sakura lunch buffet. Anyone!?

I loveeeeee the song yang cong!
It reminds me of .... lalala's..

End. Nonsense =.=

2008-03-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

Happy 1st month with bf! :D
loves jw

2008-03-02T15:32:00.002+08:00

Been busy for the past one week. Get to know some new people. lol
Die la, i need to get my heart & soul back. If not i'll kill myself.
Ignore me, Ignorance is Bliss. Dont have to know what im trying to say.

Xiao hou guo @ NUS Arts Canteen . LOL!
A little small gathering to celebrate's Murphy's 22th Birthday.
It's been some time everyone have lunch/dinner together.

Show you guys some cool cool stuffs.

All the graphics are appear on my name cards!
Cool isnt it? :D

2008-02-27T17:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MURPHY!

I'm so bored @ work now, it's 6pm. =.=
But i still cant go yet, have to wait till 6.30pm.
Going to have dinner with my colleagues to celebrate Murphy's birthday.

I'm quite happy, I've got my name cards printed!

I dont know what to blog already, shall blog again when im back home. :D

2008-02-24T23:13:00.002+08:00

Just got home from suntec city.
Went to funan IT mall with aunt & uncle first.
Then met up with boyfriend @ suntec.

Caught the movie The Eye. o.O
Pathetically, the movie is totally the same as the Chinese [the eye].
Not recommended to watch. It's the same. Waste of money. =.=

Had our dinner @ pasta mania & home. :D

While i took LRT home, i saw weiyeeeeeeeeee! xD
So i asked him to walk me home just now. LOl, & he really did.
It's been a long long time ever since the last i get to see him!
My "boy-friend". Awww, im so happy to see him. LAUGH OUT LOUD!
He's so busy, although we stay so bloody near, its hard to get to see him.
I miss 4A 2006! Chalet everyone shall turn up! Esp my "boy-friends"! lol

My boyfriend is also wei, but is jinwei. lol
Dont misunderstood.

2008-02-20T00:03:00.004+08:00

This post is going to be full of words with no pictures.

Morning as usual went to work.
But i apply for leave for day, due to PMS.

Stupid enough to fall asleep in the bus & hit my eye on something,
& it went swollen with a small bun. =.= Damn painful can.

So went back home to have a good sleep in the noon.
& went to meet up with my beloved cousins @ town in the evening.

Before meeting up with them i went to NokiaCare.
Wanted to get an exchange for a new earpiece.
But very well done, its out of stock.

I was quite pissed off, its not the first time my ear piece is damage.
& my bloody hp is giving me problems. Ever since i bought it.

I asked when the stock will be arriving, the lady told me it might take 7days.
Very good, so it really pissed me off. I asked for a feedback form.
I made a complain to them about my hp & ear piece.

I'm not the only one who brought my hp there,
I saw many people brought their hp 6500 same as mine for servicing.
How bloody nice is 6500? =.= Not recommanded to use.

After that had our dinner @ Suki Sushi. Very nice & full.
It was on Jueyuan's treat. Thanks :D

We were there for quite some time talking about blah blah.. lol.

Last night boyfriend & i were taking about some maturity stuffs.
LOL. Yeah, we're old enough to talk about it already, i suppose.
As well as we know what we are talking about & very clear in mind.
Yeah, & i dont know what am i typing now. =.=

There are many different people in this world, so everyone has different thinking.

Now i know why some people wants to go to somewhere that nobody knows them.
If it's possible, i hope to go somewhere with bf with nobody knowing who we are.

Yeah, i'm thinking of some impossiblities. =.=

It's late, goodnight to all! :D

2008-02-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH MOVIE..!

Within two weeks i've already watched 4 movies.
Yesterday caught CJ7 with ting's family & mh's family.
Nice lah that movie! Laugh & cry during the movie.

I want to watch movie again! Juno, The leap years & PS I love you!
I dont know why suddenly i became a movie queen. =x
I want to watch movie again later, i think boyfriend couldnt stand me.

I've already watched the movie, Kungfu Dunk, Ah long, CJ7 & Jumpers.
& more to go........ LOL.

Btw M)phosis is having clearance sales, i guess! :D

2008-02-15T22:25:00.007+08:00

I shall start with ting's birthday celebration. 12.o2.o8

Jin ting darling :D

Actually planned to have dinner after work that day to celebrate ting's bday.
But ended up mh wasnt able to make it, & we celebrated it outside mian's hse.
Yeah, get to meet up with my 3 fav. girlfriends again. :D

She wants to eat the lolipop i gave her. Laughs.

OMG, NC16! LOL

14.o2.o8 Valentine's Day

Sadly i was working yesterday, couldnt take off.

So after work straight away went to meet up with boyfriend.

In the afternoon called lilian to ask her to help me buy movie tix.

Ahhhs, she went to get it for me during her lunch break.

So bloody nice of her, she's the best. xD

So met up with boyfriend @ bugis for movie, Jumper.

I dont find it interesting, i dont know why everyone say it's nice.

Rating for it 2.5/5 only. The interesting part is the male lead can teleport.

Thats what they call people who can teleport are "Jumpers". =.=

The ending doesnt suit the movie. Too dramatic.

Not practical enough to convince me. Laugh Out Loud.

Got this for boyfriend for Valentine's.

Ben got a me big piglet mug for Valentine's. xD

First time receiving gift from ben on Valentine's, LOL.

Donald, you still owe me a stalk of rose.. LOL.

15.o2.o8 Today.

Questions came across my mind last night & this morning.

I know it's kinda stupid..

1. Whats love? I cant explain..

2. What does love really means?

3. If you really love someone you'll not mind their status/background/looks? Isnt true?

Ignore me, i dont know why all these questions strikes my mind.

Maybe last night while i was going home i saw too many couples.

I just wonders only.. (:

I hope to go back to study.

Suddenly have the thought of not studying business again. =.=

I'm just more interested in psychology & law studies.

My mum says, "if you study psychology, one day you'll become psycho also." =.=

If i would to study law & management of cause i'll go to private schools.

But just afraid that the certificate wont be recognise.

Just realise that im not really suitable to study business.

While working in the business industrial, i know im not interested.

I want to study. I miss schooling. :(

2008-02-15T12:46:00.002+08:00

I've many things to blog, shall blog later when im home.

Blog later - contents

Ting's birthday celebration
Valentine's day
Questions that strikes my mind last night

Stay tune! I"LL BE BACK TONIGHT.

Photos will be uploaded later too. :D

2008-02-14T09:57:00.001+08:00

Stay tune, i'll be back. (:

2008-02-12T15:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINTING DARLINK! :D

Shall blog later. Stay tune, i'll be back.

2008-02-11T10:09:00.000+08:00

Monday Blueeee.

Can i go back to school & study?
Be a full time student again? I hate working. =(
I'm sooooo tired now, im going to fall asleep anytime.

I misses school life. I can only get back to study in May.
It is still quite long! Some times i hate holidays.

Maybe i've made a wrong choice to join this company in the first place.
Stress, boring & tiring.

I want to take leave...! I can't take it anymore..!
I've been sick for some time.. I've no time to pay a visit to the clinic.
Soooo bloody shag.

No one is working today, except me & my boss.
How stupid am i to come work today?
I should've get myself a sick leave today, damn.

Yesterday was chu si, met up with my beloved ones to pai nian.
Went to ah tang's house to pai nian, same people turn up, except weiyee.
As usual after ah tang's house we went for movie @ Vivo.

Caught the movie KungFu Dunk by Jay Chou.
I paid $9.50 for the movie, & it is VERY WORTHWHILE.
No one was sitting beside me through out the entire rows down the seats.
So i get to put my legs on the seats & as if i'm watching the movie @ home.
So shiock please! As if somehow i'm lying on the bed to watch the movie. xD

After the movie, home sweet home.

2008-02-09T01:43:00.000+08:00

It's been a quite long time ever since the last you saw my face?

This afternoon met up with my love. :D
We went to catch the movie Ah Long Pte Ltd @ Lido.
Rating for the movie is around 5/5? Its very funny!
I couldnt stop laughing thru out the entire movie.
After movie bf have to go relative's house, so i went granny's house.

I can only get back home by 1am,
waited for my dad to finish playing his mahjong.

So tired & boring .

Hopefully 14th i could take off to meet bf . xD

2008-02-07T00:16:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! :D

Rmb to get lots of ang baos . :D
I can't wait till chu er, meeting my love . xD

Commitment

2008-02-05T10:24:00.000+08:00

I've just read somone's blog, used to be one of my friend in the past.
Yeah, his latest blog was about BGR commitments.
I strongly agreed with him & his post.

One of his sentence in his post, if u dare to start a relationship, do not put in 100% commitment, and dare to start a rs, dare to face break-up as well.

Yeah, totally agreed with this sentence.

Commitments are everywhere.

I've just started a r/s its a commitment to me as well.
I'm gonna commit it & dare to face up the end of the day result.

&&& LOVE & INDEPENDENT is two different things.
For some people's info, please do not mixed this two together.
I'll have my love & i'll be still independent with my love.

This time round, im not realistic, not practical, dont care about anything.
I'm not concern of his status, or whatever, as long as happy.

Another sentence from his blog, My question is, do people neglect the presence of love? Is really the status and money more important than love?

Yes, i'm no longer that realistic & practical when comes to r/s.

What a mircale?

Through out the entire entry, i dont know what the shit im blogging.
Maybe CNY is coming i've nothing better to do in the office.
Thats why im here blogging shit.

~~I'm currently facing quite a tough commitment as well. Sigh.~~

~~Sigh, i've been really thinking too much lately.~~
~~What the fcuk is wrong with me? I cant stop worrying for this & that man.~~
~~Sooner or later i'll be ended up in IMH for sure. Every min im thinking of sort rubbish.~~
~~Cant i concentrate on other things than rubbish? nonsense?~~
~~Day & Night, thinking of UTTER RUBBISH! ALOT!~~
~~When can i stop all these?! I tried to stop, I cant let this carry on.~~

2008-02-04T10:56:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored please, im at office now & have nothing better to do.
Awww, i misses someoneee. xDDD ~

Murphy is back to China for CNY, office is so quiet now.
Someone make noise please, boringggg~

Last Saturday fell sick, terribly sick.
Until now just recovering. Thanks friends for all your concerns. (:

BORING LA~

My Love JW o3o2o8!

2008-02-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

BLEEDING LOVE.

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

2008-01-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

Please gimme the award of being a damn Miss Independent.
Yesterday evening i went bugis alone to get my CNY clothes.
I couldnt find anyone to go with me, so i went alone, myself.
This is not the first time nor the second time i go shopping alone.
Bloody hell, i was very pissed off, i've friends like no friends.

I'm not a weirdo lo, im just too bloody independent pls . =.=
Lilian says, "I wanted to give the award of being Ms Independent long ago."

Yeah, i am just so bloody independent till my mum is worry.
She kept asking me this, "You really went bugis alone ar?"
Because i came home with dresses, heels & bag for CNY.

I don't have to get marry in the future, i can be Singapore Ms Independent.

Very soon i'll go to the cinema to watch movie alone by myself.
If no one is available to acc me to catch a movie.

I hope to get myself a boyfriend, but i still want to be as independent with him.

Show you guys some cool stuffs ,

Paris tower on my hp!

It was being screenshot when i was playing with wIzCards.

Dinosaur on N95! Look carefully there is shadow too.

Dinosaurs on my lappy! COOL HUH?

Don't ask me how i did it, cause it's my company "products".
You'll never know how to do it by seeing the dinosaurs moving around on your monitor.
It is 3D somemore. Cool isnt it? I'm so proud of my boss & colleagues.

All the pictures are screenshot-ed by me.

Very disappointing. I would rather give you the chance, but you choose to give up so easily.

2008-01-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today went to Temeask Poly for some presentations & stuffs .
Whole day was there there, so tiring .
But i've got a very funny and interesting experience there .

We get to see many different ppl and/or their companys products.
& the most interesting one was a japanese guy who invented something with the umbrella.
Our main subject is on Interactive Digital Media so he did something interactive ..

I took a video of how he himself can interact with the umbrella .
He claims that the umbrella is more suitable for ladies .
You must listen carefully to the sound .

I would like to emphasize that it is a UMBRELLA his holding like a sword!
He made me can't stop laughing whenever he demo to people . HAHAHAHA ..

& this is my beloved boss playing with the umbrella, i couldnt stop laughing too!

LAUGHS ..!

Okays, this is one of our product, wIzOpedia[Virus] .
Cool uh? 3D interactive mixed reality man .

My boss playing with his Shared Design Space .
Another very cool product of ours, all are not commericalise yet.

My manager .

& thats the close up view of whats on the table . COOL?
You write on the table & have pictures, videos on the table too . Just a normal table .
I'm proud of them by inventing all these products . :D

& me! Dressed formally for today. Now i look more like a executive uh?

After everything went for buffet, "do networking with people" .
We left @ around 8plus . So damn tiring .

So my boss gave us a lift to tamp interchange,
& someone approached me from Prutential .
I helped that guy to do the survey and ans some of his questions ..
& he asked my age, occupation, & so on . He thought i'm 21 this year .
I shook my head, "nono" . Then his reaction.. "You dont tell me you 19 this year!?"
I shook my head again, & say nono . I'm 18 this year .
He was shocked & he dropped his pen & spoilt it . =.=
He was so shocked because of my work position . =.=!

I couldnt stop laughing please . & it reminds me of lilian!
Last nite she told me about her story smiliar to mine .
But she gave the person all the wrong informations of hers .
& even lied to the guy that she's married, 18 this year & so on .
I cant stop laughing through out the whole conversation .
He was trying to tell me about the saving plan he wanted to introduce to me .
But i kept laughing for no reason, he asked me,
"Hmm? What's so funny? You don't understand what im saying or my face very funny?

Damn, i just cant stop laughing man . Today too "high" . LAUGH OUT LOUD!

2008-01-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

Damn it, im gonna save my damn blog! It's dead .. So dead .
I've just placed my tagboard back . So ppl can tag again . (:

I am so busy with work, hates meeting! =X
There will be a internal meeting tomorrow, arghs~

Okay, i think i am addicted to Ch5, just finished watching Cellular .
Nice action movie? I'm waiting for another show on Ch5 again . xD

This morning i've called London, Mary Chia, Marie France all the slimming centre .
Don't have to guess why did i called them, i wanna slim down!!

London asked me about my height & weight, & their respond was,
"you're actually consider underweight."

=.= What the hell, i dont think im underweight .
Yeah, which girl will find that she's thin and/or slim?
But i'm having a serious problem, "out of shape figure".

Look at the picture below, it's me .

Yes, you'll be thinking is there something wrong in my mind?
I dont have to go to a slimming centre to for slimming service & why am i doing that?

If you're close to me, & you'll know why . & might not think im mad .
But i told lilian & jinting about it, they have no comments .
& they are not free to acc me down for one-to-one consultation! :(
I doubt anyone will be free for me as well .

Okay, enough my slimming problems . I'll get myself to be as slim as possible . xD

I want watch The Mist & 27 Dresses! Anyone wanna watch?!

2008-01-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

Sigh sigh sigh, i dont know what's wrong with me .
I've got myself demoralised? I think so . Moodswing? I doubt so .

I am very tired due to not enough of sleeps .
But i seriously hate myself for being so tired & nearly fell aslp during meetings .
Whenever i go for meetings except internal ones i'll tend to nearly fell aslp .
Sucks sucks sucks . & i know those are impt clients .

& i seriously dont know why, i would rather get myself to present to a stranger,
than someone i know . My self-esteem is zero % ! Confidence zero % !

Maybe my expectation for myself is too high, everything must be perfect?
Nothing can goes wrong . & i'll be demoralised very easily .

I want to prove to people that a fresh grad can do it as well ,
a 18 years old girl just with a Nitec cert can big money .

Sigh, but i just have no one to talk to, everyone is so busy working .
No one understand, i'll burst one day .

2008-01-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

First day of work of being a sales & marketing executive .. ~.~
Okay, i finally got the job . All thanks to daniel [my manager] .

Went for meetings & meetings .
& i nearly fell aslp during the meeting with the clients . =X
Cause i dont understand what are they talking about . laughs!

Steven [my boss] he kept reminding me this ..
"Sandy, you're not a student anymore."
Because i always look very blur . LOL

But i'll still pay 100% attention during all the meetings in the future .

Okay, & here comes the funniest part ..
I am sitting just right beside daniel, so i suggested something to him .
& he finds that my suggestion was a good one ..
"Since you're the one who think of this, then you come out a proposal of your own."
Ahhhhhh . T.T I've never know how to do a business proposal . "THANK U LA"~

Although i've a week to do my proposal, but i want to complete it before monday!
I want to prove to them i can do it, although im a fresh grad with no ideas of business .

& my colleagues are actually very nice, boss have created a email for me .
So all of them email to welcome & me . Awwws~

2008-01-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

I've been waiting & waiting for your good news .
& yet i've receive no news from you .
Do you know i am scare? I am so lost now .
I dont know what to do . I've doubts .
What you've promised, i dont dare to believe .
I seriously have doubts in whatever you say!

Whats the point of waiting? Sigh ,
I've enough! None of you make up to your promises!
& stop being such a BIG liar .
Stop telling people, your "heaven & earth stories!"

I lost my way . I lost my confidence .
Where was the strong & independent Sandy?

Sighhhhhhhhhs .

2008-01-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to all my readers!
Happy belated birthday to huina .
Happy belated birthday to Sam .

31st of Dec i went to mian's house for countdown celebration .
This is the year that i celebrated it specially outside mian's house .
His father ordered pizza for us as our supper . :D

We played pokers at the void deck ,
& when it's 12am ..
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.
.

We spray all the 20 cans of ribbon spray around .

Seee, our boss "ordering" us to clean up the place . LOL

Few days back, i went to myself a new spec .
No choice, i've been wearing my lenses everyday more than 12hours .
I can even wear up to 16hours per day .

I actually wore my spec out to town with my cousins .
& people was looking @ me like i am some kind of freak?
I looked so weird with my spec on isn't?
I wanted my eyes to rest, so i let i wore my spec on instead .

We went Wisma & i saw this top from The Box, "Bf Shirt"!
So cute can? You can even wear as a formal top .
Okay, i know the picture below doesn't really show how cute the top is .
I'll take one more tomorrow . :D

After Wisma, we went to Far East for dinner .
After dinner was soon about 9pm, & i know i wouldnt be able to shop .
So i actually ran into a shop that i've eyed the heels for a long time .
When i saw the heels i wanted long ago, i actually hop into the shop . =.=
& guess what? I sprained my foot again .

My father asked me a question after knowing i sprained my foot ..
" You think you still young ar?" [which means i think im still young to run & hop around?]
Indeed im still young i have not yet turn 18 lo . =x

I couldnt sleep at night, my foot gave me hell .
So i've to eat the Joint Aid + MSM pill .

So now my foot is okay! I'll still be going on my shopping spree . xD

2007-12-31T12:54:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh! I checked my result early in the morning 9am .
I guess i was the first one? I didn't sleep last night .
So anxious to check my result .
I was so afraid that i'll fail one of the module .
I even told myself, if i would to fail, i need to retake .

But .. i passed all the modules! & i did better this time round .
I even find that i did even better than N level . =.=

Okay, i am satisfy anyway . As long as i can graduate .

I dont intend to go higher nitec, so stop asking me .
Stop asking about my plan for my future .

People & friends, frequently asked questions .
Just lazy to repeat myself again & again . =X

FAQ:

Qns: Your GPA enough to go higher nitec anot?
Ans: No, & i dont intend to go .

Qns: WHY? Then whats your plan?
Ans: I intend to work as a executive for my current company .
& study private diploma part time .

Qns: Not afraid that the cert wont be recognise?
Ans: I trust MDIS . Think Success Think MDIS .

Qns: So are you still working?
Ans: No, i am having my holidays . Starting work on 7th .

Qns: Why you dont intend to study higher nitec?
Ans: I dont think i'll have the patient to complete the 2years course .
As for nitec i always run away from school or class already .
Somemore my GPA is not enough to go for higher nitec .

Do not ask me about how many points i get for my GPA .
I don't wish to reveal to anyone . I've got all B's & 1 A for my modules .

I'm contented, satisfy! Cheers*

I need to go shop my office outfits , i need to do shopping!
Can anyone accompany me for shopping? :D

Obviously i've nothing better to do . (:

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2008!
- Get into MDIS to further my studies .
- Get myself to be stable in the company asap .
- Earn lots of money!

Career will always come first! :D

Goodbye 2007~

2007-12-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

Awwwwwwww! Finally the event ENDED .
Yes, i mean the mega event @ Suntec had ended .

I was totally SHAGGED please .
I can even stand down there & nearly fell asleep .

I was fcuking pissed off, my manager allow me to take off .
But my sales rep, dont allow . Totally stress up .
Don't listen to who, & i really need a BREAK!

I can't continueously working for 17days w/o taking any off day .

& i broke down just now @ at the Fest, i can't take it anymore .
It's too tiring for me if i would to continue working for the next 7days .

None of them treat me as a human, they think i am a working machine eh?

I broke down, & finally both of them AGREED to let me take 2days OFF .

& i'll need to have a very good rest for the next 2days .

Anyway, MERRY XMAS to all my readers & everyone out there . :D

2007-12-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

Bloody hell, last night i dreamt of WizQubes again .
& this shows how fcuking stress i am . =.=

& i've met a little boy @ Book Fest, he's so cuteeeee please .
I've been seeing sooo many children but he's the most cute one .
Only 4years old . He's first impression to me is CUTEEEEE!

& today came to the Book Fest again!
His parents actually brought him & his brother to the place where i am .

& here i introduce my cuteee bf, Hary!
Joseph named him "mao mao" HAHA ..

Thats when joseph showing him his photo .

Still got 3 more days to end of the event . Aww, time passes very fast .
Tomorrow will be last day working with Jos, dont know when we'll get to work together again . I'm actually not very comfortable with working with others .
But Jos still okay . We're the best working partners, thats why? Haa .

2007-12-19T05:31:00.000+08:00

Arghs! I can't believe that it's 5.32am now & i can't sleep .
I'm working tomorrow early shift some more .
I feel like slapping myself so muchhh please .

What's wrong with me, i kept dreamt about i was working .
I think i am too stress by work, every min i'm promoting WizQubes .
I didn't know i've been working for 5days already .
& i've been seeing joseph for almost everyday & i kinda sians now . =X

But anyway he is my best working partner, we're zhui jia pai dang .
We can have sales together & have no sales together in a day .
We actually work very well together, as in hits off well .
Best working partnership . Laughs~

Okay, back to the topic of i still cant sleep at all .
I dont intend to sleep already , if not i wont be coming online .
I even have the intention of consulting a doctor if this continue tml night .
I cannot don't sleep at night, im working everyday till late .
I kept dreaming of customer coming to me, & i always push it to joseph .
Too stress, i guess? MUST BE ..

2007-12-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

I AM DEAD TIRED PLEASE .
MY LEGS CRAMP-ED LIKE F*UK!

I've been working for 2 days for the Book Fest @ Suntec .
It's very tiring please . Kept promoting my WizQubes till i nearly lose my voice .
Zhiyun wasn't feeling well, & im the only one today . =(
Every single day working for 10hrs, stand for 10hrs, promote for 10hrs .

It's KILLING me! After the event, directly change to another event @ IMM .
Everyday i've to carry the damn laptop here & there . =.=
Had my dinner @ 10pm ++ at Hongkong Cafe with Boss & Jimmy .
Luckily today's sales was not bad . Still can make it .

So sians la, when im alone at the event .
I wanted someone to crap & entertain me .
Like what joseph did yesterday .

It's 1.24am!! I need to go to bed very soon in no time!
15 more working days to go .. ENDURE .. !

I wont be coming online that often anymore all the way till end of all the events .
So anything just tag at my tagboard or leave me a sms .
Everyday i reached home it is about midnight already ..

Btw, Book Fest @ Suntec City Conventional Hall , Level 4!
All books, assignment, whatever . It's selling EVERYTHING cheap!
Its from 10am - 10pm till 23rd Dec .

2007-12-13T11:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYEE! =D

I am back to blogging for the IOF Class Chalet!
Caution: This will be a long post .

First day nothing much actually, all were playing pokers in the room .
Our daily routine: Play, eat, drink, smk . Sames goes to school .

SEE, ah sis that gambling queen . LOL =X

They were playing BLUFF? All laughing @ dont know what . =.=

Ignore them & drink mine, FAV. BACARDI lime .

Around 4plus we already start to drink, very early lorh . =X
All kept drinking our Tiger & Bacardi Brezzer .
I even mixed Jolly Shandy with Tiger beer .
Laugh Out Loud! They were afraid of drinking what i mixed .
They scared of Lao Sai . LAUGHS!
Oh yeah, i loveeee to anyhow mix drinks . LOL

Okay, i got myself a lil tipsy . Due to lazy to stand up or walk around .
I was too lazy, so i kept sitting on the bed .
& there i goes, screaming @ them .. "PLAY BLUFF WITH ME LEI"
But all of them ignore me, none of them wanna play with me . :(

I didn't stay over night @ the chalet at all .
Too many people staying overnight no space to sleep . =.=

Day 2 , BBQ time .

I went to the chalet in the evening instead . lol
I walked to RP to buy huina's birthday cake before heading to the chalet .

That lady in white tank top, our BBQ Master! LOL~

The satays i "peng" myself . CAN BE EATEN .

All were complaining that the satays got "mao" .
& the interesting part was, chekwee ate the satay & he saw the "mao"
He came to me & ask, you wanna eat the satay ma? which he is holding!

After doing some bbq-ing, went to the chalet for slacking + drinking session .

Ah sis & mine

Guess who is this?? MR Foo Chek Wee!

The show so nice meh? LOL

It's hard to chase them out of the room .

Finally i could chase them out of the room, i brought the huina's birthday cake .
& everyone sing her a birthday song!

Saw that ghostly person behind huina? LeeZhiYun pouring flour on her!

Laugh Out Loud! After seeing that, ah sis & i ran away immediately!
Everyone thought we were like some nuts, holding the cig & run! LAUGHS!
Saw Josh @ somewhere near our BBQ pit, his friend even asked,
"Ask them why they keep running here & there lei" LOL .
We were trying to avoid them . Shawn even ran to the Cheers . =.=

We went back when all the flour had run out . lol~

The candies with our names hanging on the wall ~

I look weird here, aint she looks cute?

I won't be free till next year, sorry friends . Seriously too busy with work .

14th - 23rd December there will be a Popular Book Fest
@ Suntec City Conventional Hall .

2007-12-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

I've no one to make my complains to now . It's late anyway .

I seriously hate what the both of you had said .
Whatever you all wanna say . It's up to your beliefs .
I kept quiet doesn't mean i admitted it alright . __
I dont wanna quarrel thats why i kept quiet .
Doesn't mean i admit it, i'm gulity or you're right .

I'll not want to rely on the both of you!
Get the facts clear!

I don't earn a lot every month, i'm not a manager or whatever .
I am just working as a sales promoter .

& you think travelling don't need time?
You think i take aeroplane home? OR rocket?
Fine! The next time i go out i'll take a aeroplane/rocket home .
It will not take that much time more than a MRT/TAXI does .

You think i don't wanna success in life? What makes you think so?
Step by step . Im not rushing for anything .

I hate it when the both of you complains this & that .
What about me? Have the fcuking both of you spare a thought for me?!

I am nothing, nobody .
I am born with a silver spoon anyway .

Put on the blames & faults on me .
I am the one who is at fault . FINE .

If i would to talk back or shout back, you'll say i've no respect for you!
Do you think i want all these? I like all these? I LOVE IT VERY MUCH?

I admit i've not spending much time @ home lately .
I was busy studying outside for my final exam .
& finally ended, just trying to spend a lil time outside to relax .
I'll be starting work w/o any off days at all .

I'll prove it to you that i'll success in life .
I'm gonna prove you wrong!

I NEVER EVEN COMPLAIN THAT IM NOT BORN WITH A SILVER SPOON!

2007-12-09T18:03:00.000+08:00

Feeling hungry? Donuts is LOVEEEEs .
I've been eating donuts almost everyday . I loves them .
Laugh Out Loud .

Sorry guys, i cancelled the steamboat gathering . & not attending the sentosa trip .
Due to sprained of my feet, i dont even know how the hell i injured my leg .

Anyway dont worry IOF , i'll still attend the 2days of Class Chalet .
We must not drink drank drunk alright! If not i dont know how to make my way home . LAUGHS!

Shit, i'm still not well prepared for the upcoming event .
I am pressured by my manger, target 100 sets of WizQubes to be sold within the 10days .
I have not yet let joseph about the target, i think he'll !@#$%^&*(

I took 2weeks off just to be well prepared & have a good rest before starting the battle .

I've finally completed my ITE course . I can't wait to pursue my diploma please .
Any recommendation for private schools? MDIS? TMC? SIM? Hartford?

I'll be back after my class chalet with lots of photos taken! (:

2007-12-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

It's 1.14am!!! & i still have no motivation to study!
7.5hours to exam! Shittttttttt .
Even if i intend not to sleep tonight, i can go doing other things than study for tomorrow's paper . What the hell is wrong with me man .

Byeeeeeeeees! I need to go & read my notes now!

2007-12-05T23:34:00.001+08:00

I am just too busy & lazy to blog .
Exam exam exam = stress stress stress .

I've lots of pictures to upload . (x
Anyway i dont know what to blog, shall let the photos do the talking .

They were playing UNO @ Student Hub

Drinking Yun's Ai Xin Kopi

I am holding my very new hp 6500 which gaves me a lot of problems . =.=

Its raining ..

& lastly LeeZhiYun dont let me take photo of her with my hp because of the flash =.= lol

Having someone that take cares of you is bliss.
But i dont wanna rely on anyone, will only makes me suffer in the future when you're not around with me.

2007-11-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY LILIAN! :D

PMS cum moodswing again . arghhs .

Sigh, i'm graduating very very soon . I'm gonna miss Bishan Ite . =(
I used to complain so much that i wanna leave the school .
But now, i'm leaving . I'll be missing my class IOF & schoolmates .

We used to walk to school very fast or run before the gate closes.
Our daily routine is assembly, canteen, toilet & back to class .
Tomorrow will be the last day of school & come back 2days for exam .
& i'm officially graduated, if i didnt fail any module for my exam .

Although its just one year, its just like so many years i'm in the school .

Sisly aka ah sis , my fav. girlfriend in class . LOL

Huina, always keeps me accompany when i need somone .

ZhiYun, i lovee to disturb her when she's studying .

Xiangyin aka ah yin, my shopping khaki .

& last but not least the my six fav. girls in class always never fails to make my day . (:

Mr Loo ahbeng, my best friend in school .
Dont worry, mr kunbeng i'll always keep in touch with you guys .

Clare, a very understanding girl .

Jiale, my virgo [perfectionist] babe .

I'll miss you guys! Thanks for all the memories regardless it is in school or outside school .

Shall see IOF @ 11th, 12th & 13th Dec at class chalet!
& the a small group of IOP's friends @ 10th Dec at MS for steamboat!

Decemeber schedule throughout the whole month i am fully booked . =(
The next time seeing you guys will be next year . MISSES & LOVES .

2007-11-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRD'DAY TO ZHAOWEI ! (:

Celebrated Zw's birthday 2days back @ cp , late night .
2days back, ben sms me & asked whether if i can go down to cp to celebrate zw's birthday in advance . He sms me @ 9plus going to 10pm . Next day i've 8am class somemore . =.=
I was being such a wonderful good friend to go down at that time .

By the way to 4A (2006) We will have a small gathering "slacking session" at cp or somewhere on 7th December, 6pm @ Cp . Leave me a msg/call me if you're meeting up with us . (:

Just now met up with yin, she accompany me to office .
After that headed to bugis to sell my hp away .
I'm changing my cellphone tomorrow, thats why .

I was very gek xim to sell my hp away .
I looked at the sales person & say ..

Me: Ahhh, sibei gek xim . Limbei eh hp ......
S P: HUH? *stunned*
Me: Huh, Nothing ....

Sold is sold . I can't un-sold it .

I'll miss you, my hp . Remember to miss me too . =(

Good news is, i'm joining MXR very soon to be the Marketing Executive after all the events!
& i'm going to pursue my diploma as soon as possible . xDD

Huina, Yin, Cheryl, me, Sis, Yun & Michelle taken outside General office .

2007-11-18T01:09:00.000+08:00

Friday was Kunbeng's birthday, bought him a cake .
& celebrated it in school during lesson time . lol .

Friday night @ Clark Quake .

I fall sick when i reached home . =.=!
How many times must i fall sick within a month?
I think i am suffering from ~~constipation~~ .

CHEAP AUTHENTIC PASHMINA SHAWLS @ http://xanga.com/shoppingQ
Spree closing on 21st Nov. ~

2007-11-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

I think i cant well cope with my studies nowadays .
My mind is full of Events Events Events ..

I want to enjoy life during Dec holidays .
But i've to work from 14th - 31st of Dec!
How fcuking shag! No off day for me .
Work continuously for 18days . =.=

I wont be free from 11th - 31st of December .
I'm going for class chalet on 11th - 13th .
14th - 23rd i'm working at Popular Book fair .
24th - 31st i'm working at IMM Popular Roadshow .
I'm not working for Popular, but selling my wIz Qubes .

I'll be very busy during Dec holidays~
Yes, money is more important to me now .
You won't get to see me having any boyfriend for the time being .
I'm too busy earning money! xDDD

2007-11-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

My blog is rotten . I didn't have the time to blog as well .
I wasn't feeling well for almost one week . Hell sick ~

Yes, it's Friday today! Training @ Nanyang Pri school .
Last night joseph & i had a lil arguement over the meeting time . =.=
I find it very stupid to argue over this kinda problems .
He actually wanted to meet me 6.15am @ SK interchange .
& he wanted to changed the timing to 6am instead .

I was there wondering, does he know it's very early?
I was quite pissed off last night, which i don't think he's aware of it .
Nevermind, i slept @ 1.30am & i need to woke up @ 5.30am next day .

I set alarm the @ 5.20am, but i just off it . Laugh Out Loud .
& i slept till 5.40am thats when joseph called & wake me up .
Thats when i'm not angry anymore after he called .
I quickly rush to prepared & met him @ SK interchange .
But we missed the damn bus! So we took a cab instead . =.=
We can't be late for the training, as the teachers will be around .

During the training, joseph is the lead trainer he was doing very well .
I mean the way he teach the pupils how to use Koobits .
I like to pair up with him, i don't have to need do anything . HaHa ,

After the 1st session,
stanley ask joseph to be the lead for 2nd session as well .
I was looking at joseph & say ..
" okay la......!!! Be lead again later..! xD "

He'll mark the attendance for me, so i can sit beside him & see he teach the class .
The students there are all very adorable . BUT, they're very naughty pls . =.=

After all the training sessions ended, i went to meet lilian .
She accompany to have my breakfast cum lunch .
& we went somewhere to slack for hours & went back home . (:

& here are the photos taken yesterday .
When i was out with lian, clare, jiale & jiamin .

Goodnights everyoneee! :D

2007-11-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

Currently doing Pre-orders for scarfs/shawls

Selling @ $6 each ~

Mail me if you're interested, melancholer@gmail.com .

It's all brand new . Capping @ 20 - 30 orders .

2007-11-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

I shall blog now before my eyes get tired again .
Yesterday after school went back home to change ,
& met up with joseph @ Outram & headed to Bouna Vista .
He accompany me to MXR to look for Jessie .

After that we met up with yin, sis & huina inside NUS .
& went for training for Koobits workshop .
During the training we kept laughing because of the presentation .
Laugh out loud! I can't stop laughing when we present .

We're going to be trainer's assitance @ Nanyang Pri sch .
Except for joseph he'll be the lead trainer .
Joseph & i will be pair-ing up to take one class .
Yin, sis & huina they will go with other lead trainers .
I don't dare become the lead trainer, so scary .
It's like you're going to catch one whole class attention for 1hr .

But we need to reach their school by 7.30AM!
Means i've to leave my house at 6.15AM!
I don't even dare to take public transport so early!
Luckily, joseph is coming down from Tamp to meet me @ SK .
But still, i need to take that damn LRT to cp right . =.=
HAHA , he's going to leave his house earlier than i do .

But after all i'm still very lucky la, i got people accompany for the training sessions & trip to NYPPS .

I'm sick now, down with flu again .

我爱的人不是我的爱人
他心里每一寸都属于另一个人
他真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨他的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人他已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能

2007-11-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

The fcuking PMS is turning me to a mad person!
I've been quarreling with my mum & bro @ the top of my voice early in the morning . & i am crying now because i just quarrel with my bro @ the top of my voice again . My parents are blaming me, why can't i give in . Why must i always quarrel with him!? He's so fcuking irritating that makes me quarrel with him! He dont even have any basic manners!

FCUKS all the people in the house!

2007-10-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Fcuk! PMS! I am very pek cek & dulan now .
Arghhhhs! Beware of me .

2007-10-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

HOLLAND VILLAGE .

I was too tired to blog last night .

I forced myself to open my eyes wide to complete my project the night before yesterday . My eyes were hurting like fcuk . But i still tell myself this word "ENDUREEEEE!

Damn it, they think i'm born to be a genius? Do everything myself .

I only slept fot 3.5hrs & next morning i dragged myself to school like
Half-dead . Forget it .

Yesterday afternoon went to Holland Village with yin & sis .

Laughs! We saw the advertisment on TV by HDB Taitai .

The famous smash with mix-ing ice cream @ Holland V.

So went there to explore & look for the ice cream .

But honestly, we really never went there before . Laugh Out Loud~

We took Mrt to Bouna Vista & took a bus to Holland V.

Anyhow drop down at one of the bus stop at Holland V.

& we anyhow walk around to look for the shop .

Yesh! That's the mash-ed ice cream store . "COLD ROCK"

My scoop, I mixed with gummies & brownie .

This damn ice cream which is just one scoop cost me $6.50 =.=

After that we went to walk around Holland V.

Nothing much to shop around . Laugh Out Loud!

Yin told us that before meeting us she saw chocolate/custard bread which looks like very nice @ Holland V. also . So we walk around & didn't saw any bakery shop that is in red signboard .

When we was walking back to the bus stop .

We saw the "Nasi Lemak" store that was being used to shoot
for Ch8 drama series "Holland Village" .

It was actually the Katong Laksa that caught our eyes .

We was standing outside there looking at the Menu,
& i turn back i saw the red signboard .

I asked yin to see isn't that bakery shop she saw on TV .

The windmile in Holland Village .

My katong Laksa~

Okay, that's the end of a little introduction of Holland Village .

Although i'm still at the recovering stage, pls dont mention the word "Toys R us"

Because of the store "Toys R us" at Paragon we wont get to know each other .

& i wont be ending at this kind of state .

I am very sensitive with the place "Paragon & Toys R us"

从那里开赛就那里解散

Does anyone agree with me Ignorance is Bliss?

2007-10-26T02:00:00.000+08:00

It's 2am now! Fuck, i haven't complete my SBM project yet!
Damn it. I veryyyy tired . I need to let my eyes rest .
But i need to submit it by tomorrow morning!
W-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l . knnbccb . LOL

Me, yin & sis have been repeating the words ..
"kan-ni-na-bu-chao-chee-bye" LAUGH OUT LOUD!
Say it english form, slow & slang!
It's really really very funny!

I'm going back to complete my project .
I need to complete by tonight . Night readers~

2007-10-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

"EVERYTHING MY FAULT LAR?"

Okay, i met some kind of MORON last night please . =.=
There's this guy seriously MAD you know .

Our conversation goes like this:

Him: Maybe i can get u a drink in the afternoon?

Me: er, i dont really like ppl to come & look for me when im working .

Him: So no chance to meet u right?

Me: maybe some other time ba

Him: Yeah, "other time" your other time its juz like going to be years down the road .

He kept shooting me non stop with all his bloody words .
I type ONE sentence he can shoot me back TEN sentence .

Knn, you think what? I've NO time right .
NO time also my fault la?

Today met a customer who is quite unreasonable also .
Excuse me, the chinese version was not inside the set also my fault la?
Promoters are not all around the bookshops also my fault la?
When i become the Marketing Executive than is my fault please .
Hello, don't put the blame on me . Sorry hor . Everything become my fault .
If you dont know me well, please dont judge me by the book cover . If not i'll give you one tight slap & you'll know how a person i am .

Im born to be like this is also my fault la? What the shit ..

Laugh Out Loud .

2007-10-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你要永远不分离

As usual school was sucks of course . Laugh all you want .
I was seriously lack of sleep ever since the first day of school reopen .
I only slept for afew hours & dragged myself to school .
Slept for almost every lesson . Too tired ~

Today thought of going somewhere to chill or something .
But ended up all came up with all the silly plans .
Planned to go bugis after school, but it rain-ed heavily .
So the plan was cancelled when we reached home . :D
What a nice weather for me to sleep . Re-charge my battery .
So i slept through out the whole afternoonnnn . xD

Shitt-ed . Tomorrow working @ Vivo City .
I hate that place , shang xin di .

Anyway , i'm recovering .
Thanks to shawn . His words woke me up .

I want lian & mh to be HAPPY! & treasure the things around you .
I want ah ting's ear to be okay . & ah mian's back to fine .

2007-10-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

I realised i'm blogging almost single everyday . Uh huh .

I think i really something wrong .
I remember i'm run out of pressed powder yesterday .
& i'm too lazy to walk into J8 where i passed by when i go home .
Nevermind, just now i WALK to Rivervale Mall .
Went to Watson & looked for SillyGirl .
I can't find & i asked the lady who was working at Watson,
"excuse me, where is SilkyGirl's pressed powder?"
I got a reply, "we don't have SilkyGirl, you can go CompassPoint ."
Fine . I WALK to Compassvale LRT instead of Rumbia which is the nearest LRT stop near Rivervale Mall . People who stay at Sengkang you'll know . & will only find me crazy . =.=
& i took the LRT to CompassPoint which is one stop away . =.=
Do you know how freaking far for me to WALK from my house to all the way Compassvale LRT . Which is 2 stops away from my house . It's going take me 30 - 40mins WALK .
You can just take one damn LRT will only take you 10mins .
I waited for Donald to come & he accompany me to Watson .
After that he left with Chinboon & people .

Okay, here come the worse part .
I took a bloody cab home instead of a LRT .
Thats how i fcuking spend my money . =.= Wtf
I think i'm just out of mind .

Arghs , i'm lazy to continue my entire . It's 12.25am now .
School tomorrow, contact lenses coming out . LOL

Let the photos do the talking (:

2007-10-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

I really glad that i've still have my friends with me .
Thanks friends kept trying to cheer me up .
Really appreciated it guys (:

Ah Fei gave me his best psychotherapy to me . LOL!
& ricky want to cook me Hor Fun to get my appetite back .

I hope im recovering now .
I'm tired of playing his role he used to play anymore .
I might suffer from depression or go crazy .

I am really afraid of suffering from some depression .
Yesterday morning i was pissed off with my maid .
She washed both my black & blue cardigan .
& i'm left with the grey one . I was damn pissed .
I'm like crazy or what i open the wardrobe & threw my clothes on the floor .
After that i was shouting all the vulgarities away .
I threw the lotion anyhow & hit my CPU .
& i started to cry . What the fcuk is wrong with me man?
I really scare i'll have some mental problems .