Thursday, December 21, 2006,
finally i get some peace to blog . (:
i'm learning how to let go .
no point waiting, when there's no return .
all i need is someone who can melt my heart
& not break my heart .
but it's not easy to melt my heart,
i don't know why .
actually i really lost my appetite .
thats why i mention before that i had lost weight .
i lost abt 3kg? now i'm 40kg . how nice .
everyday was just half a meal per day .
& it last abt 2weeks, also lacked of water .
after every meal i'll feel like vomiting .
whenever i see food will just turn me off .
not i tried to starve myself .
but i just don't feel like eating .
but for now it's getting betta .
i started to eat 2 meals per day .
i used to eat a lot .
thanks to the big break down,
make me lost weight .
back to what i should blog . lol
last 2days went out with my darlinks .
went shopping ~
yesterday actually we should go K-lunch @ cine .
but
mian suddenly not feeling well .
so we slack-ed @ cine's toilet for about 1hour?
she was vomiting . so we can't do anything but to wait .
i was really
bo liao to stand on the toilet bowl to pose .

that poor girl vomiting

mh sitting on the toilet bowl playing with the toilet paper . LOL



so we took a cab back to sengkang .
@
mian's house K-ing . LOL
we sing sang sung for hoursss .
we were so
high .
went back around 9plus .
at night i was still veryyy high .
met many siao lang & cockster . lol !
mian & i laugh-ed the whole night .
xihong &
weiyee cock-ing to me last night .
i ji siao
xihong to ask him out .
& in the end he was serious . =.=
sms-ed with
shu dong for the night .
i was half awake . till 5plus in the morning .
i don't know what the hell did i say . lol
anyone wanna ask me out on xmas eve?
i gonna spend my xmas alone . =[
buy me xmas present!