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Wednesday, October 31, 2007,

Fcuk! PMS! I am very pek cek & dulan now .
Arghhhhs! Beware of me .


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@ 10:38 PM




Saturday, October 27, 2007,

HOLLAND VILLAGE .

I was too tired to blog last night .
I forced myself to open my eyes wide to complete my project the night before yesterday . My eyes were hurting like fcuk . But i still tell myself this word "ENDUREEEEE!
Damn it, they think i'm born to be a genius? Do everything myself .
I only slept fot 3.5hrs & next morning i dragged myself to school like
Half-dead . Forget it .

Yesterday afternoon went to Holland Village with yin & sis .
Laughs! We saw the advertisment on TV by HDB Taitai .
The famous smash with mix-ing ice cream @ Holland V.
So went there to explore & look for the ice cream .
But honestly, we really never went there before . Laugh Out Loud~
We took Mrt to Bouna Vista & took a bus to Holland V.
Anyhow drop down at one of the bus stop at Holland V.
& we anyhow walk around to look for the shop .

Yesh! That's the mash-ed ice cream store . "COLD ROCK"

My scoop, I mixed with gummies & brownie .
This damn ice cream which is just one scoop cost me $6.50 =.=


After that we went to walk around Holland V.
Nothing much to shop around . Laugh Out Loud!
Yin told us that before meeting us she saw chocolate/custard bread which looks like very nice @ Holland V. also . So we walk around & didn't saw any bakery shop that is in red signboard .

When we was walking back to the bus stop .
We saw the "Nasi Lemak" store that was being used to shoot
for Ch8 drama series "Holland Village" .
It was actually the Katong Laksa that caught our eyes .
We was standing outside there looking at the Menu,
& i turn back i saw the red signboard .
I asked yin to see isn't that bakery shop she saw on TV .







The windmile in Holland Village .

My katong Laksa~


Okay, that's the end of a little introduction of Holland Village .

Although i'm still at the recovering stage, pls dont mention the word "Toys R us"
Because of the store "Toys R us" at Paragon we wont get to know each other .
& i wont be ending at this kind of state .
I am very sensitive with the place "Paragon & Toys R us"


从那里开赛就那里解散
Does anyone agree with me Ignorance is Bliss?

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@ 11:13 PM




Friday, October 26, 2007,

It's 2am now! Fuck, i haven't complete my SBM project yet!
Damn it. I veryyyy tired . I need to let my eyes rest .
But i need to submit it by tomorrow morning!
W-o-n-d-e-r-f-u-l . knnbccb . LOL

Me, yin & sis have been repeating the words ..
"kan-ni-na-bu-chao-chee-bye" LAUGH OUT LOUD!
Say it english form, slow & slang!
It's really really very funny!

I'm going back to complete my project .
I need to complete by tonight . Night readers~


Take a leap of faith.
@ 2:00 AM




Sunday, October 21, 2007,

"EVERYTHING MY FAULT LAR?"

Okay, i met some kind of MORON last night please . =.=
There's this guy seriously MAD you know .

Our conversation goes like this:

Him: Maybe i can get u a drink in the afternoon?

Me: er, i dont really like ppl to come & look for me when im working .

Him: So no chance to meet u right?

Me: maybe some other time ba

Him: Yeah, "other time" your other time its juz like going to be years down the road .

He kept shooting me non stop with all his bloody words .
I type ONE sentence he can shoot me back TEN sentence .

Knn, you think what? I've NO time right .
NO time also my fault la?

Today met a customer who is quite unreasonable also .
Excuse me, the chinese version was not inside the set also my fault la?
Promoters are not all around the bookshops also my fault la?
When i become the Marketing Executive than is my fault please .
Hello, don't put the blame on me . Sorry hor . Everything become my fault .
If you dont know me well, please dont judge me by the book cover . If not i'll give you one tight slap & you'll know how a person i am .

Im born to be like this is also my fault la? What the shit ..


Laugh Out Loud .


Take a leap of faith.
@ 11:39 PM




Friday, October 19, 2007,

为什么人总要等到失去才珍惜
我来不及想告诉你 要永远不分离


As usual school was sucks of course . Laugh all you want .
I was seriously lack of sleep ever since the first day of school reopen .
I only slept for afew hours & dragged myself to school .
Slept for almost every lesson . Too tired ~


Today thought of going somewhere to chill or something .
But ended up all came up with all the silly plans .
Planned to go bugis after school, but it rain-ed heavily .
So the plan was cancelled when we reached home . :D
What a nice weather for me to sleep . Re-charge my battery .
So i slept through out the whole afternoonnnn . xD


Shitt-ed . Tomorrow working @ Vivo City .
I hate that place , shang xin di .

Anyway , i'm recovering .
Thanks to shawn . His words woke me up .


I want lian & mh to be HAPPY! & treasure the things around you .
I want ah ting's ear to be okay . & ah mian's back to fine .


Take a leap of faith.
@ 11:24 PM




Tuesday, October 16, 2007,

I realised i'm blogging almost single everyday . Uh huh .

I think i really something wrong .
I remember i'm run out of pressed powder yesterday .
& i'm too lazy to walk into J8 where i passed by when i go home .
Nevermind, just now i WALK to Rivervale Mall .
Went to Watson & looked for SillyGirl .
I can't find & i asked the lady who was working at Watson,
"excuse me, where is SilkyGirl's pressed powder?"
I got a reply, "we don't have SilkyGirl, you can go CompassPoint ."
Fine . I WALK to Compassvale LRT instead of Rumbia which is the nearest LRT stop near Rivervale Mall . People who stay at Sengkang you'll know . & will only find me crazy . =.=
& i took the LRT to CompassPoint which is one stop away . =.=
Do you know how freaking far for me to WALK from my house to all the way Compassvale LRT . Which is 2 stops away from my house . It's going take me 30 - 40mins WALK .
You can just take one damn LRT will only take you 10mins .
I waited for Donald to come & he accompany me to Watson .
After that he left with Chinboon & people .

Okay, here come the worse part .
I took a bloody cab home instead of a LRT .
Thats how i fcuking spend my money . =.= Wtf
I think i'm just out of mind .


Arghs , i'm lazy to continue my entire . It's 12.25am now .
School tomorrow, contact lenses coming out . LOL

Let the photos do the talking (:








Take a leap of faith.
@ 11:56 PM




,

I really glad that i've still have my friends with me .
Thanks friends kept trying to cheer me up .
Really appreciated it guys (:

Ah Fei gave me his best psychotherapy to me . LOL!
& ricky want to cook me Hor Fun to get my appetite back .

I hope im recovering now .
I'm tired of playing his role he used to play anymore .
I might suffer from depression or go crazy .

I am really afraid of suffering from some depression .
Yesterday morning i was pissed off with my maid .
She washed both my black & blue cardigan .
& i'm left with the grey one . I was damn pissed .
I'm like crazy or what i open the wardrobe & threw my clothes on the floor .
After that i was shouting all the vulgarities away .
I threw the lotion anyhow & hit my CPU .
& i started to cry . What the fcuk is wrong with me man?
I really scare i'll have some mental problems .


Take a leap of faith.
@ 2:57 PM




Monday, October 15, 2007,

I not sure if i'm recovering anot . But i realise something .
I'll be okay for today & not okay tomorrow, continueously like this .
Am i crazy? I even wonder am i suffering from depression?

I lost my appetite! I hasn't been eating more than 1meal per day .
I just don't feel like eating at all, whenever i see food will only turn me off .
Because of this i got myself a terrible headache few days back .

& this morning i was having a serious stomachache .
Because of that, i was late for school .
I even felt like vomiting many times . [ Im NOT expected =.= ]

Anyway i've got myself losing 2kg in just 5days time !! =.=
I'm not torturing myself, just don't feel like eating .
Even if you bring me to eat my fav. Bar Cho Mee i also don't want .
FQA: You don't feel hungry meh?
I do feel hungry, but i just don't feel like eating .


I received my BEO [Business Event Organisation] paper .
I got 91/100 ! & i'm so proud of myself .
I thought i'll only just pass i didn't know i'll get such a high marks .
I was shocked when Ms Wong say Sandy 91/100 .
My mind is happy but my heart is not .
I think this is the thing that going to keep me motivated in studies .
This shows that i can do well in exam, so i must do better end of the year .

Jiale asking me out to sing K tml, Yun they all also .
Ricky ask me to meet him . Confused ..

Thanks friends . Thanks for all of your concerns .
I guess i'll okay soon bah .
I know you guys don't want me to stay alone at home ar because ..... arghs . Yeah . But i really don't want to stay at home . Cause i know i'll be thinking a lot . I really don't know who to go with, sigh . I've no answer in mind .


Take a leap of faith.
@ 5:15 PM




Sunday, October 14, 2007,

I AM NOT OKAY LAH. IM SERIOUSLY NOT OKAY.
IM GOING TO BREAKDOWN AGAIN, ANYTIME!

I MADE MY MISTAKE, & IM GOING TO PAY A HIGH PRICE FOR IT .

WHY ARE ALL THESE REPEATING IN MY LIFE?!

LIFE IS SO DAMN DRAMATIC, ITS FULL OF LIES & UNFAIR-NESS .

WHEN YOU WALK AWAY, I COUNT THE STEPS TAT YOU TAKE,
CAN YOU SEE HOW MUCH I NEED YOU NOW?

I AM PLAYING THE ROLE YOU USED TO PLAY NOW .

CAN SOMEONE WAKE MY MIND UP?!
GET ME BACK TO REALITY PLEASE .

WHAT THE FCUK IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

I FELT LIKE CUTTING MYSELF AGAIN WHEN I KNOW I'M FEAR OF IT WHENEVER I SAW THAT BLOODY SCAR OF THE BLOODY FCUKING PAST I USED TO HAVE!

CRYING REPEATLY, GOT WHAT USE?
I'VE ALREADY TOLD MYSELF, I NEED TO GET THINGS OVER .
IT'S NOT END OF THE WORLD . IM NOT GOING TO DIE .
THEN WHAT'S THE FCUK IS WRONG LAAAAAAAAAAA .
IF I DONT GET THIS PROB OUT OF MY MIND & HEART, IT'S GOING AFFECT MY STUDIES, ATTIUDE & WORK .

I KNOW HOW TO SAY PPL, WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW TO SAY MYSELF .
DISCRIMINITING CAN'T WORK, THEN WHAT THE FCUK CAN IT WORK .
COUNSELLING? COUNSULT A PSYCHOLOGIST? I HOPE SO .
SELF HYPNOSIS IS GOING TO HELP ? OR SELF PSYCHOLOGY?
I AM SICK OF THIS LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

MY MIND IS FULL OF "WHY WHY WHY" ! CAN YOU JUST ANS ME WHY?????
WHY LAAAAAAAA . WHY MUST IT BE ONE ME?????

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
I'VE ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .


Take a leap of faith.
@ 10:14 AM




Friday, October 12, 2007,

People, please . I'm really okay, although i sound like a psycho .
I seriously okay . Yes, all human beings do have feelings . So do i .
I talk like nothing had happened . But i'm not pretending .
My mind is clear that i shouldn't be living in the past .

I need to move on in life . Somemore i can be very honest with all of you .
I felt so idiotic to gave him the bloody 2nd chance to hurt me .

Yeah, every choice has a consequences .
I made that choice to give him the chance to hurt me .
I made that choice to let him destroyed the trust i had for him .

What keep me so positive?
In this world there are so many guysss please .
Without Him i'm not going to die . Without Money, then i'm going to die .

So girls out there, don't always live in the past .
Do take a look out there, there are so many wonderful guys out there .
Never blame yourself, life is unpredictable .
You should know you're not to blame . You should know you've a choice .
Learn from it . What's the point of blaming?
Blaming yourself will he/she come back? NO .
Move on! You'll get to meet someone new .
Life is all about LEARNING .
LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKE .

I hate you, you nearly screw my life .
I hate you, you destroyed the trust for me to you .

Yeahhhhhhh! I WANNA BECOME A TRAINER OF ADAM KHOO'S


Caution: I might screw your mind if i need to . HAHAH..


Take a leap of faith.
@ 10:03 PM




,

Past 2days was back to school for Adam Khoo's workshop .
Sign up with Chuen for the motivational talk .
Lilian & Clare was there for the workshop too .
The Talk was actually quite effective, it will motivate you .

They teaches you how to control your emotions .
& yes, i know how to control my emotions now .


I'm here to annouce, I am Single once again .
Don't ask my why or what happened .
I don't want to live in the past .



Single so what? No big deal . I still live my life .
Once you've step out of my life, please don't ever turn back again .
Never mess up my life again, if not i'll screw yours . (:

Every choice has a consequences .
Past don't equal to Future .


So what if i don't have my LoveLife anymore? I still have my career, family & friends .


Don't worry, i'm fine . After a good cry last night i'm okay now .
Thank god, i've a pair of beautiful swollen eyes . O.O
I'm independent enough to take care of myself .
I don't need anyone! Get the facts clear .
Don't worry, i wont do silly things, is not worth & i'm not that DUMB .

I am sick of putting on a mask to school & everyone .
Pretending i'm always fine . What's the point?
I'M SICK & TIRED ALREADY OKAY!

I've problems too, who knows? Who understand?
N-O-B-O-D-Y !

Yes, i admit i was depressed, heartbroken last night .
But i'm really okay now .

Do i sound like i'm a pessimistic person? No, I'm not .
I'm thinking very Positive . By the way, I'm not putting on any mask .
Lalalala's, i can learn to be more independent, thank you!

I even had good laugh with Lilian on the phone just now . =.=


I'll move on in life, morons .
I still have dreams to pursue .
I must get into MDIS!


Alright, people . I'm fine after ranting . (:


Recently i'm very interested in Psychology & Hypnosis .
I'm starting to read books about Graphology .
I'm learning how to see people's character by their handwriting & drawings .
Laughs* I've learnt a bit of influencing people's mind, using language .
Milton's Model, Lauguage of influence .
I can even make people fall in love with me . LOL . Believe it or not .

I hope to go London to study Neuro-Linguistic Programming!
Don't know why i'm so interested in Psychology & Hypnosis .


Yeah, i somehow sound like a psycho .

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007,

I've got nothing better to do .

You Would Choose Money
You know that love doesn't always last forever - but money can.Why bother with jealousy, petty fights, and hurt feelings?You rather just go shopping!And while marrying for money may be lonely, you'll always be well dressed, well traveled, and well fed.
Would You Choose Love or Money?

You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twistYou're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazinesWhether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception...Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows.You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love.For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding.You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run.
Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily
Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What Is Your Love Based On?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.You're still taken in by love poems and sunsetsYou just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Are 93% Perfectionist

You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score.The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself.

Are You a Perfectionist?



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@ 11:44 PM




,

It's 2.15am now . Wonderfully i'm still doing my shit business proposal . =.=
Nobody give me any ideas, just trying to type out the whole proposal all i can .
I think it's kinda late now, i should go & rest . Tomorrow continue ..

I've been out for the whole day already .
Afternoon went to Cheryl's place to do project .
We play mahjong & poker for one hour plus . Laughs*
After that then we start our project .
But all of them are were concentrating watching the tv .
We just discuss a little of the project .
& i volunteer to do the business proposal myself . =.=

Around 7plus in the evening i left Cheryl's place to Don's .
Met up with the guys to Amk hub to buy my dinner .
& went back home after awhile .

Wondering how am i going to spend my tomorrow . lol .

Off to continue with my proposal . Good Nights readers ~


Take a leap of faith.
@ 2:15 AM




Monday, October 08, 2007,

I've been having "interesting" nightmares .
For example, i cut my own hand till it's about to drop off .
I think i've been thinking too much lately .
I don't dare to dream anymore,
if not i need to go for counselling or something .

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@ 11:58 AM




Thursday, October 04, 2007,

I realise that blog seems to be kinda dead .
I've been going out for the past 4days .

Shall do a short description for the past 4days .

Monday -
Went to Peninsula with dad to look for white trackpants for his friend . But ended up didnt found any . & dad bought me a white skinny jeans . (:

Tuesday -
Went to Zhiyun's house to have mahjong session .

Wednesday -
Went to take my pay @ office . & the new manager of Marketing Dept,
he wanted to hire me as a marketing executive due to performance,
result & loyalty to the company . xD
After that met up with Mr Jx & headed to MS for teatime buffet @ Sakae Sushi .

Thursday -
Met up with Lilian @ Cine for K session .

Friday -
Stay @ home .


Shall let the photos do the talking . (:













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@ 10:14 PM




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