Thursday, February 15, 2007,
i find myself very hopeless .
i think i should stop all my nonsense in school .
stop running away from school & lessons .
stop burning my money & life away .
& i've been sick for almost a week .
until now im still lazy to go to see the doctor .
last tues i didnt went to school .
cause of some personal problems .
& now make me find that its so disgusted!
i should have really kill myself man .
& yesterday, i was really mentally broke down .
i didnt want to go school, but i forced myself .
if not ms wong going call me & naggggggg .
i dragged myself to school, take my own sweet time .
until im already in school, i was quite alright .
lucky i have my friends to cheer me up .
lilian , clare & friends were selling things at the foyer .
so went to support them . & waited for them
to got for lunch . 12.45pm then we went for lunch .
there's many songs being played @ the canteen .
we sing sang sung loudly . until i dont wan go for lessons . =x
so me & yiting missed OSA for 2 hours & PE .
we went tpy with lilian & vyvian .
on the bus we went mad ..
my les partner, vyvian!
slacked awhile @ tpy , & went back home .
make pineapple tarts again . =.=
im so stress up now . ms wong asked me for MC !
i have no MC, i say tomorrow give her .
am i going to write myself ? lol .
& i realise that i have alot of assignments wasnt done .
& i dont even have those notes with me .
because , i was absent!
i got 2 projects be done by next month .
damn , we havent even touch yet .
going mad soon . so many hmwk i never do .
arghhhs . i go school & learn nothing back .
wtf ~
* To Cvss ex-students .
Tml CNY performance will start @ 11am in the hall .
& end @ 12.30 pm .
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