Saturday, June 30, 2007,

I'M SERIOUSLY NOT OKAY .I NEED TO CRY OUT LOUD . I'm very
stressed now .
!@#$%^&*(
Mentally stressed by others & work . Sigh .
& in one day i can broke down dont-know-how-many-times .
1 person having 2jobs isn't easy to manage well, you see .
I admit i've been neglecting my boyfriend a lot .
I don't know how to quit my job @ wIz Qubes .
I won't bare to quit too .
Jimmy have been treating me veryyy nice, protecting me .
I don't wish to disappoint him, by making him losing promoter .
He treated me like his sis more than a promoter . Sigh~
Working from monday - sunday . Anyone think it's easy?
Esp for monday- friday from morning till 9pm+ . Whole day .
Need to chiong appointments, so when school reopen i can relax .
My eyes were swollen & my feets . Damn .
Seriously i'm going to
die in sales line soonnn .
I'm not in-directly saying
Bill treat me not good .
He's very nice also . Maybe
jimmy is closer to me .
But i know
jimmy dote me more . lol . =x
Anyway i'll be veryyyyy busy during holidays .
Until school reopens? So don't bother to ask me out, sorry .
I don't even have time to meet my boyfriend,
even awhile .
I realise something, whenever i call you & suddenly broke down .
I know why now, cause, i missed you badly .I need your shoulder so badly now, dear . We dont really even have the time to communicate . It's so hard for me to quit one of my job now,Two side of the company needs me . Sighhhh .What should i do ?Labels: broke down .