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Sunday, October 14, 2007,

I AM NOT OKAY LAH. IM SERIOUSLY NOT OKAY.
IM GOING TO BREAKDOWN AGAIN, ANYTIME!

I MADE MY MISTAKE, & IM GOING TO PAY A HIGH PRICE FOR IT .

WHY ARE ALL THESE REPEATING IN MY LIFE?!

LIFE IS SO DAMN DRAMATIC, ITS FULL OF LIES & UNFAIR-NESS .

WHEN YOU WALK AWAY, I COUNT THE STEPS TAT YOU TAKE,
CAN YOU SEE HOW MUCH I NEED YOU NOW?

I AM PLAYING THE ROLE YOU USED TO PLAY NOW .

CAN SOMEONE WAKE MY MIND UP?!
GET ME BACK TO REALITY PLEASE .

WHAT THE FCUK IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

I FELT LIKE CUTTING MYSELF AGAIN WHEN I KNOW I'M FEAR OF IT WHENEVER I SAW THAT BLOODY SCAR OF THE BLOODY FCUKING PAST I USED TO HAVE!

CRYING REPEATLY, GOT WHAT USE?
I'VE ALREADY TOLD MYSELF, I NEED TO GET THINGS OVER .
IT'S NOT END OF THE WORLD . IM NOT GOING TO DIE .
THEN WHAT'S THE FCUK IS WRONG LAAAAAAAAAAA .
IF I DONT GET THIS PROB OUT OF MY MIND & HEART, IT'S GOING AFFECT MY STUDIES, ATTIUDE & WORK .

I KNOW HOW TO SAY PPL, WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW TO SAY MYSELF .
DISCRIMINITING CAN'T WORK, THEN WHAT THE FCUK CAN IT WORK .
COUNSELLING? COUNSULT A PSYCHOLOGIST? I HOPE SO .
SELF HYPNOSIS IS GOING TO HELP ? OR SELF PSYCHOLOGY?
I AM SICK OF THIS LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

MY MIND IS FULL OF "WHY WHY WHY" ! CAN YOU JUST ANS ME WHY?????
WHY LAAAAAAAA . WHY MUST IT BE ONE ME?????

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
I'VE ENOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .


Take a leap of faith.
@ 10:14 AM




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