Monday, October 15, 2007,
I not sure if i'm recovering anot . But i realise something .
I'll be okay for today & not okay tomorrow, continueously like this .
Am i crazy? I even wonder am i suffering from depression?
I lost my appetite! I hasn't been eating more than 1meal per day .
I just don't feel like eating at all, whenever i see food will only turn me off .
Because of this i got myself a terrible headache few days back .
& this morning i was having a serious stomachache .
Because of that, i was late for school .
I even felt like vomiting many times . [ Im NOT expected =.= ]
Anyway i've got myself losing 2kg in just 5days time !! =.=
I'm not torturing myself, just don't feel like eating .
Even if you bring me to eat my fav.
Bar Cho Mee i also don't want .
FQA: You don't feel hungry meh?
I do feel hungry, but i just don't feel like eating .
I received my BEO [Business Event Organisation] paper .
I got 91/100 ! & i'm so proud of myself .
I thought i'll only just pass i didn't know i'll get such a high marks .
I was shocked when
Ms Wong say
Sandy 91/100 .
My mind is happy but my heart is not .
I think this is the thing that going to keep me motivated in studies .
This shows that i can do well in exam, so i must do better end of the year .
Jiale asking me out to sing K tml,
Yun they all also .
Ricky ask me to meet him . Confused ..
Thanks friends . Thanks for all of your concerns .
I guess i'll okay soon bah .
I know you guys don't want me to stay alone at home ar because ..... arghs . Yeah . But i really don't want to stay at home . Cause i know i'll be thinking a lot . I really don't know who to go with, sigh . I've no answer in mind .