Monday, January 14, 2008,
Sigh sigh sigh, i dont know what's wrong with me .
I've got myself demoralised? I think so . Moodswing? I doubt so .
I am very tired due to not enough of sleeps .
But i seriously hate myself for being so tired & nearly fell aslp during meetings .
Whenever i go for meetings except internal ones i'll tend to nearly fell aslp .
Sucks sucks sucks . & i know those are impt clients .
& i seriously dont know why, i would rather get myself to present to a stranger,
than someone i know . My self-esteem is zero % ! Confidence zero % !
Maybe my expectation for myself is too high, everything must be perfect?
Nothing can goes wrong . & i'll be demoralised very easily .
I want to prove to people that a fresh grad can do it as well ,
a 18 years old girl just with a Nitec cert can big money .
Sigh, but i just have no one to talk to, everyone is so busy working .
No one understand, i'll burst one day .
Spell my name, Sandy
Little description:
SANDY CHEW
Someone who always wants the last word. Dislikes noise and chaos. Hard to please. Always the one who is being seriously realistic in anything. She would even want full perfection in everything she do, a perfectionist. Indelible nostalgias are always on her mind. Independent Lady.
sandyc.90@hotmail.com
Interests/Loves:
Girlfriends, Shopping, Cam-whoring, Nightlife, Pool-ing, Party, Cosmetic,
K-ing & Gossiping .
My Beloved Ones:
ChinBoon . CheeSeng . Donald . JinTing . Kunbeng . Lilian . MeiHong . MingFei . Qimin. ShuMian . WeiPeng . Vyvian . WeiYee . Yixi .
* my beloved 4A ' 2oo6
* my lovely IOF ' 2oo7
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Nostalgias
WISHLIST.
Ralph Lauren Bag Gucci handbag Burberry handbag 4A class gathering Perm eyelashes Gucci cardholder Class 3 license Anges B. Wallet Get a Diploma Get a Degree Slim down Wonderful 18th Sky Ride @ SentosaADVERTISMENTS
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leave your link at the tagboard below & i'll link you . (:* Aloy
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* Bernard
* Caiwei
* Chantel
* Chee Seng
* CheeYen
* Chloe
* Daniel
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* Fiona
* Geraldine
* HongLing
* Ice
* Iris
* Jason
* Jayden
* Jessica
* Jezebel
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* Junqi
* KengJin
* Kendre
* Liling
* Lynette
♥ Melissa
* Michelle
♥ Mingfei
* Monica
* Theodora
* Peggy
* Pei Rong
* Rain
* Renata
* Jayden
* Sandy
* Shanling
* Shanshan
* Sheena
* Siman
* Sofia
* Suliani
♥ Shu Mian
* Siew Chuen
* Sylvia
* Teri
* Vivian
* Vyvian
♥ Weipeng
* Weiling
* Weiyee
* Winnie
* XiaoSi
* Yueting
* Xiaxue
* Dawn
* Liver
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