Sunday, March 30, 2008,
Hohoho! This morning i went to MDIS to register.
HAHA, im going to study my professional cert in Business managerment.
After 6.5months will be taking my diploma! HAHAHA.
Think Success Think MDIS. lol..
MDIS is the only private school that has it own University Campus here.
HAHA, i love MDIS.
Aftermath went to met up with lilian. Went to bugis again.
This time round, i went to ask for fortune.
I finally got the courage to peek into the book of fate uh.
Okay. Everything in my life will go smoothly.
The lady say, "The guy you love now, will be the one you marry."
Laughs, lets see okay.
lOL, hopefully uh okay.
lOL, hopefully uh okay.
Bugis is really boring, then we went to beach road,
to have our fav. hokkien mee. Is the best one!
After dinner went to Vivo City to slack.
Zilian kuangs..
Thursday, March 27, 2008,
Tomatos
Sometimes it is not, im not patient enough to wait.
It is just that, i see no hope. I dont see any hope.
I am a human, i've feelings.
So what if i've become so independent now?
So what? So what if i know how to take care of myself now?
Will everything be the same again? NO.
As long as he's happy, i'll be happy.
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Boring life.
My eyes are tired & very very dry.
My damn contact lenses is coming off anytime.
I am still lazy to take it out.
Oh yeah, i remember last night i went pray "tai sui".
& got to read some thingy on people who are born on the year of Horse.
& this last sentence says,
"Poeple who are born in 1990 must becareful when you're involve in a relationship."
lol, true.
Very messy right? My manager & i sit together.
& our table is always very messy, natural mess.
In three words, I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: it goes on.
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Dear blog,
I finally know what's the reason.
But im not very sure if i've got the correct reason.
I would like to peek into the book of fate, to take the risk.
I'm stupid to take 1 year plus to realised my stupid mistake.
Now, i finally know my mistake & learnt it.
Now i know he actually gave me a hint,
"Perhaps when the day you know how to take care of yourself will be the day im back."
Stupid bitch, you took so long to realised.
I think im really stupid.
I shouldnt have rely on you that much,
dependenting on you too much, that causes all these.
I finally know when you shed the tears, it was painful inside.
I'm dumb to know it now.
Perhaps its all too late.
I doubt you're still waiting for me to learn my dumb mistake.
Maybe there are some othe reasons, i dont know
Someone tell me what should i do..
Labels: stupidest mistake
Tuesday, March 25, 2008,
I love my blog, my blog is a place where i can blog what i want.
When i've no one to talk to, my blog is the best place to be here.
I'm feeling so damn lousy now. :(
Suddenly felt so demoralised.
I miss you & the past so much.
I hope you read this.
I always believed every single you said to me.
& until now i still believe you know.
Dont tell me it's been so long, forget it.
Dont tell me you've forgotten all the promises you've made?
Although promises are meant to be broken,
but i know you very well, you're not someone will break your promises to me.
& for everyone's info, jinwei & i had already broken up.
& this post is never talking about him.
To be very honest with everyone, i've never love any of my ex bfs.
All were just "like very much" not love at all.
Except for somone, my love, my destiny, my soulmate.
I'm also a human, i've feelings too.
I also need people to care for me.
Is better to be loved.
&&& one thing, if im not realistic, i'm not Sandy Chew.
Is not because i broke up with them when they're not up to the standard.
Maybe is just that it wasnt love that let me forget being realistic.
Only someone i'll rather be happy with him, even he's nothing!
True love only comes once in a life time.
You'll only have one soulmate once in a life time.
Sometimes i wonders, am i the one who is being naive?
I'll feel lost when i choose to wait again.
Here i am, being so lost again.
Because, i can only wait with dont-know-whether-theres-still-hopes?
I dont know, i need to stop thinking!
I cant continue like this, i'll go crazy only!
I want to peek into the book of fate, but i dont have the courage.
What should i do now? Maybe if you would tell me truth/reason,
It will stop bothering me? I really want to know.
Sigh.
Sleep.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!
I guess nobody remembers/knows today is my blog's birthday.
Im lazy to type out the reason why i always remember the day i created this blog.
If you want to know just click on BYGONES, March 2006.
Ah, lazy to type. It was a very memorable day when i created this blog.
I've been blogging for more than 5years? I started blogging since when im 13.
But i kept creating & closing down of blog.
& then i created this blog on a very memorable day on 25th March 06.
Ah, 2006 entries were more interesting than now.
Anyway, i only have a few minutes to blog before my show is going to start.
Aiya, just happy birthday blog. (:
Sunday, March 23, 2008,
I felt very empty just now when im out alone to meet Frosty.
I really felt very empty inside. A feeling that i've no life again.
As in im going to spend my whole Sunday outside alone.
Although its not the first time second time, it's many times already.
But today i felt so empty, kinda lost, dont know what to do.
& lilian called, she knows im going to be out alone again,
so she accompanied me for the day again.
I went to boon keng to meet up with Frosty first.
I finally got the book A leap of love, gosh. I love it!
We had "catching up" session @ boonkeng's Mac.
As i felt very empty, i was like no mood. So i was quiet.
Finally lilian came, then off we go PlazaSing to redeem a hp for my mum.
Yeah. Is some lucky draw by Prudential- insurance all these, blahs.
Aftermath, we had our dinner @ KFC. Very buay song dinner. LOL!
I lazy to type here, if you want to know why, go KFC & order ZingerMeal.
But must including that you're someone who eat ZingerMeal very often.
After dinner we walked around @ PS very aimlessly.
& dont know why we suddenly walked to town.
We were talking about the past, how sweet & memorable.
Somehow im quite lost again. Work tml, BORING!
Wednesday night networking session, CRAZY!
Hopefully a guy that me & manager liked very much will be hired.
As in, he's very keen to work with us. Which i see from his face.
I've been trying to help him very much to tell boss his goods.
& my manager can see his capability @ work too.
Hope our effort wont go down the drain.
Because he need to serve NS, if not i think boss will surely hire him.
But he wanna be freelancer, aiya, tml go work need to pursuade boss again.
HAHA, i think im being a good blogger blogging long entry again? lol.
P.S: I never photoshop my face. I dont know why my hp's cam turn out like this.
LOL. I remember my mum asked those- god-in-temple a lil about me ,
& it told my mum, i'll get marry at an early age. Never say why, tian ji bu ke xie low.
If only i've the courage to peek into the book of fate.
Baby, If you rmb you've made a very major promised to me,
you know i'll wait till that day to come.
I'll wait for some time to let fate to decide should i still wait.
Labels: empty inside.
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I realised my life in 2006 & 2007 are more interesting than now.
I read all the entries i've blogged from 2006 - 2008.
Hahs, my life now is not as happening as 2006. Dumb.
Anyway, i still live my life yeah.
Few more days to my blog's 2nd birthday! 25th March. LOL!
Might be i've stepped into the working society, thats why.
But i do really misses all my friends. Esp 4A'o6 & IOF'o7!
I misses yun, huina, ah sis, ah yin, cheryl, shawn, chek wee & siong!
I missed the days that i used to have with them, the laughters & joy!
Damn, i do really misses them lots. :(
But i always just dont have the time to meet up with them.
Okay, shall blog about how did i spent my day with lilian today.
Met up with her @ boonkeng, as usual im always late.
Went Marina Square to shop, & bought a pair of slippers from M)phosis=.=
Wanted to get myself a top from Mango, but the quality wasnt that good,
didnt buy. & same goes to lilian, she eyed a top from topshop. lol.
Aftermath, went to have our dinner @ The Cafe Cartel.
We had Grilled Chicken & Ice Cream Sundae.
Hahs, thats how we enjoy life. LaughOutLoud.
After dinner walked to Suntec to look for Shawn.
It's been a long long time the last i've got to see him.
Went to his workplace which is Topmen.
Disturb & get to talked to him awhile & went off to CareFour.
Lol, i bought a Honey Chicken home.
Anyway, i've a recommendation to everyone.
Sky of Love is really a very very nice movie please.
I dont know how to compare Sky of Love & The Leap Years.
The movie Sky of Love moved 11million people to tears.
Even myself i was moved to tears as well.
The guy left the girl without any reason..
Ah, go watch yourself then you'll know.
HAHA, i dont wanna be a spoiler.
I've looked for the book A leap of love which is based on The leap years.
But it is selling damn fast at every bookshops. =.=
I asked jimmy for it, but he dont have. He ask me to try Popular.
So i asked Frosty to check for me whether if his store still has it.
Omg, other store has it lo! I called SanBookShop to check, out of shock.
& it will only arrive in about a month lo, kns.
Yes, very nice of him, he went to SunPlaza to get it for me.
Which is the last book already! Gosh, i'm so heng can. LOL.
I called Kinokuniya to check the book Sky of Love,
the out come was, is either in Japanese or Chinese words.
Forget it, i still havent finish my Sidney Sheldon's book. lol.
Awww! Im meeting him to get my book tomorrow. LALALA'S.
Must watch the Sky of Love okay!? :D
Baby, i hope you still remember the promise we've made.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008,
I'm back from class chalet.
Shits happened last night. I cant really remember.
Why i cant remember? Cause, i was drunk last night! =.=
!@#$%^&*( I dont even know the hell i've done last nite please.
Okay. When i reached there i had bee hoon and chicken wings.
Zw peeled the prawn's shell for me. Lol. Nice.
After that went up to the room to watch tv, the others were playing poker.
Damn noise. LaughOutLoud! Especially weiyee. =x
Dont slap me if you see this. lol
After showering, ting, mh & i walked to WhiteSand 7-11 to buy drinks.
Thats what happened if you would to drink @ chalet & ended up drunk.
When we were back to the chalet, the guys came up with dont-know-what-stupid-game.
I didn't play with them, i was drinking my vodka & e 36.
Yeah, when i've got a little tipsy, i kept disturbing them.
The guys find me very irritating, i kept repeating "dont bully them!"
Laughs. When i'm starting to be a bit high, i'm like this. =.=
Until they couldnt stand me, all went down for bbq @ 3am+ ?
Yes, thats when im really drunk. I cant even walk properly.
& i spout nonsense. Wonderful, i dont know what the hell i said.
Ting left me with donald to talk to me. I was drunk, so..
I said out all my xin li hua that have kept me for years.
I remember we've a long chat, & got scolded as well for my stubborness.
I remember i cried while i was talking to him.
I even called lilian & told her everything that kept me for years.
I REMEMBER THIS VERY CLEARLY.. I SLEPT @ THE BALCONY!
ALONE. EVERYONE WERE SLEEPING IN THE ROOM.
I know i was dead drunk, couldnt really walk or move so i left myself there.
When the sunrise thats when im able to get into bed.
Which was mh get up from the bed.
Book out & home! :D
Labels: chalet
Monday, March 17, 2008,
Yesterday met up with bf @ Suntec for movie.
Caught the Leap Years. Aww, a very touching love story.
Li-ann can only meet her man every 4years, which is the leap years.
The song is very nice too. Gosh, i tear while watching.
I'm waiting for the VCD/DVD to be out.
Worth watching, although it is a local movie.
But my rating for it is 5/5* :D
Okay, after movie we went to food fair.
Nothing much.
Had our dinner @ Sakae Sushi.
Nothing much to blog as well, going for chalet tonight. Wont be home tonight. :D
Going for meeting later with Anderson Pri. Hope it will be a successful one.
Wish me good luck!
Shall blog when im home about the class chalet with 4A' 2oo6.
Friday, March 14, 2008,
I want to complain! !@#$%^&*
My manager is on leave today, so i've to take over his task.
Today there are 7 candidates here for interview.
They are all poly grads. I was the one who ask them to come down for interview.
& i guess they thought im the one who is going to interview them.
Cause i did a little introduction of my company and products.
Hello..!? I may look very young. Yes, i am.
18 years old cannot become Marketing Executive isnt?!
Yeah, i know abit not possible la. Also no need to look at me like im some kind of alien.
Yeah la, im younger than all of you. & i even wore shorts & shirt today to meet them. =.=
I know abit not presentable la, as if im going for shopping not working. =.=
TODAY IS FRIDAY WHAT. Casual what for today. knssss.
Shen jing bing, da qing xiao guai.
Friday, March 07, 2008,
I know my blog is dead, bloody dead. Sigh.
By the way, money jie is back! LOL.
Thats the nickname jiale used to call me.
I'm going to work as a telemarketer as part time.
&&& i've not resign okay. I'm still a Marketing executive.
Yeah, Ms Workaholic is back. =.=
I love to work so much eh? I have lao lu ming isnt?
I might be changing my job, dont really like my current job.
Maybe admin work will be more suitable for me.
Having moodswing now.. =.=
Pay day is the happiest day! LOL.
Life is boring.. damn boring..
S-U-C-K-S.
I want eat sushi..Nono.
I want go for Sakura lunch buffet. Anyone!?
I loveeeeee the song yang cong!
It reminds me of .... lalala's..
End. Nonsense =.=
Labels: boring life
Monday, March 03, 2008,
Happy 1st month with bf! :D
loves jw
Sunday, March 02, 2008,
Been busy for the past one week. Get to know some new people. lol
Die la, i need to get my heart & soul back. If not i'll kill myself.
Ignore me, Ignorance is Bliss. Dont have to know what im trying to say.
Xiao hou guo @ NUS Arts Canteen . LOL!
A little small gathering to celebrate's Murphy's 22th Birthday.
It's been some time everyone have lunch/dinner together.
Show you guys some cool cool stuffs.
All the graphics are appear on my name cards!
Cool isnt it? :D
Spell my name, Sandy
Little description:
SANDY CHEW
Someone who always wants the last word. Dislikes noise and chaos. Hard to please. Always the one who is being seriously realistic in anything. She would even want full perfection in everything she do, a perfectionist. Indelible nostalgias are always on her mind. Independent Lady.
sandyc.90@hotmail.com
Interests/Loves:
Girlfriends, Shopping, Cam-whoring, Nightlife, Pool-ing, Party, Cosmetic,
K-ing & Gossiping .
My Beloved Ones:
ChinBoon . CheeSeng . Donald . JinTing . Kunbeng . Lilian . MeiHong . MingFei . Qimin. ShuMian . WeiPeng . Vyvian . WeiYee . Yixi .
* my beloved 4A ' 2oo6
* my lovely IOF ' 2oo7
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Nostalgias
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