Tuesday, March 25, 2008,
I love my blog, my blog is a place where i can blog what i want.
When i've no one to talk to, my blog is the best place to be here.
I'm feeling so damn lousy now. :(
Suddenly felt so demoralised.
I miss you & the past so much.
I hope you read this.
I always believed every single you said to me.
& until now i still believe you know.
Dont tell me it's been so long, forget it.
Dont tell me you've forgotten all the promises you've made?
Although promises are meant to be broken,
but i know you very well, you're not someone will break your promises to me.
& for everyone's info, jinwei & i had already broken up.
& this post is never talking about him.
To be very honest with everyone, i've never love any of my ex bfs.
All were just "like very much" not love at all.
Except for somone, my love, my destiny, my soulmate.
I'm also a human, i've feelings too.
I also need people to care for me.
Is better to be loved.
&&& one thing, if im not realistic, i'm not Sandy Chew.
Is not because i broke up with them when they're not up to the standard.
Maybe is just that it wasnt love that let me forget being realistic.
Only someone i'll rather be happy with him, even he's nothing!
True love only comes once in a life time.
You'll only have one soulmate once in a life time.
Sometimes i wonders, am i the one who is being naive?
I'll feel lost when i choose to wait again.
Here i am, being so lost again.
Because, i can only wait with dont-know-whether-theres-still-hopes?
I dont know, i need to stop thinking!
I cant continue like this, i'll go crazy only!
I want to peek into the book of fate, but i dont have the courage.
What should i do now? Maybe if you would tell me truth/reason,
It will stop bothering me? I really want to know.
Sigh.
Sleep.
Spell my name, Sandy
Little description:
SANDY CHEW
Someone who always wants the last word. Dislikes noise and chaos. Hard to please. Always the one who is being seriously realistic in anything. She would even want full perfection in everything she do, a perfectionist. Indelible nostalgias are always on her mind. Independent Lady.
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Girlfriends, Shopping, Cam-whoring, Nightlife, Pool-ing, Party, Cosmetic,
K-ing & Gossiping .
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ChinBoon . CheeSeng . Donald . JinTing . Kunbeng . Lilian . MeiHong . MingFei . Qimin. ShuMian . WeiPeng . Vyvian . WeiYee . Yixi .
* my beloved 4A ' 2oo6
* my lovely IOF ' 2oo7
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