Friday, June 13, 2008,
Well, i guess my parents & friends thought that im coping very well with my studies & work. They thought i can balance everything. I'm not wonder woman.
Honestly its really very tiring for you to work in the day & study at night.
I always fell asleep in the middle of the lesson.
Today is worst, I slept thru out the whole lesson. I thought im the only one who is like that.
I turn around & see, many of them fell asleep too. Lecture theatre too comfortable. Lol
Even though im not working very hard in the day.
But i still do feel very sleepy at night.
I do have homework, project & presentations.
But everyday when im home, im too tired to even do my homework.
Stress, you know?
One day i'll mentally break down.
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I'm bored, real bored. So lonely.
Bf is still working i guess. Weekends he'll be working also.
Im still wondering how should i spend this weekend alone.
Obviously being Ms Independent again.
Now i understand & know how's the feeling of being neglected.
I used to neglect my loved ones because of money; work.
The feeling scuks. It really sucks. You cant even be angry nor upset.
Obviously you wont be happy too. Crazy.
So now, i understand. Although money is impt. But loved ones are more impt.
Qian mei you le hai ke yi zai zuan. Ren mei you le, jiu zai ye zhao bu hui lai.Im really too tired to continue. Sigh.
Gooood nights!